tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-224559332024-03-07T20:31:21.652-06:00Edifice RexNarratives of a house and life in progress.MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.comBlogger1139125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-31734195219368889432023-01-05T17:42:00.005-06:002023-03-21T11:30:36.394-05:00Never Going Back Again<p></p><p>Hello! To anyone who may still be checking in here on occasion. I'm still around but time marches on and lots of things have changed in the last 3 years since Allen died. I still find typing those words to be weird but after a little more than 2 years of grief counseling, I can type them now without a breakdown. I am doing better these days. I miss Allen terribly but that man taught me to be a survivor more than anything, so I have to keep going. And I have survived a lot.... and kept making progress. I admit I was in a very bad place for quite some time but you know, I am doing good now. And I'm not embarrassed for my struggle. I'm proud of myself for continuing on and for really diving in to learn enough about myself to see why I tolerated so much shit in my life for so long. It's been hard to come to grips with some personal things, to see and understand how much I was abandoned as a child, manipulated as a young adult, and how that affects a person later. But I stuck it out and I've learned and done the really hard work of holding MYSELF responsible for healing from these things. Allen's untimely death was the catalyst for these things and I swear that I will do whatever it takes to give his life all the meaning I can. Because his life meant something to me. </p><p>I am stronger than ever in many ways. Maybe not physically, although not too bad there... but my soul is strong and I have risen above everything meant to take me down. I survived Allen's death, which I did basically alone, other than my grief counselor. That in itself is almost a miracle. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjazZiiqowi5gbHcnkdpr1LcfnlIpZ4KnTWkXU87QEl1s5bV7diEEMIQ9ESWp1X0R3zJisW61MWUBEvuSw_6iQbG77aI5-dGbwhOxT6-zmu7OcUGLJs303LZsS8JASuEtQoRZp6927cndqjgPmOIixuG_Z_WKmvMqhf6IyQLp_06qzQP5wtSYA/s2048/house%20stone.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjazZiiqowi5gbHcnkdpr1LcfnlIpZ4KnTWkXU87QEl1s5bV7diEEMIQ9ESWp1X0R3zJisW61MWUBEvuSw_6iQbG77aI5-dGbwhOxT6-zmu7OcUGLJs303LZsS8JASuEtQoRZp6927cndqjgPmOIixuG_Z_WKmvMqhf6IyQLp_06qzQP5wtSYA/s320/house%20stone.jpg" width="320" /></a></div></div><p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I've continued to work on the house and am nearing completion!! It looks wonderful. Need to do some landscaping but it's all coming along. I probably won't post much more about the house; it doesn't really matter much anymore. But it will soon be done and that's what counts. I finished it for Allen. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">It has a nice, new HVAC system that works great! No more chopping firewood unless you just want to. Let me also say... The house, and surrounding property, has a great surveillance system installed also. Cameras you can see.... and some that you can't. And it all goes to the Cloud immediately. Battery back up in case the power goes out. You get the idea. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I have also survived a couple of fair-weather friends who hung around for what they could use me for. When you come to a point in your life where your hard work starts paying off materially.... there are a number of people who will do their best to relieve you of whatever they can. Some feel they didn't get dealt as good a hand in life and see that as an excuse to take. Some think you are too sick to notice, so what would it hurt? Well, it does hurt. You don't take what is not yours. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG8nw6rcrzRTNKj6sHPlJKiJYfCqX7-C-DhfAATflwvZyL9h_Xm5JLKXD-PO9_LhuzzAGqhOS1NBeXZQPe_WFJv7OVsCny9BED5MJhhgT3265ZQjG1wo_NOUGe8ekBnQN44jvljy5MykB22EX3ZTd2dLEXqtFeZUtAWSsauL88afspSHbiYGg/s2048/Me&Keith!.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG8nw6rcrzRTNKj6sHPlJKiJYfCqX7-C-DhfAATflwvZyL9h_Xm5JLKXD-PO9_LhuzzAGqhOS1NBeXZQPe_WFJv7OVsCny9BED5MJhhgT3265ZQjG1wo_NOUGe8ekBnQN44jvljy5MykB22EX3ZTd2dLEXqtFeZUtAWSsauL88afspSHbiYGg/s320/Me&Keith!.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><p>Life has also turned a bit sweet too! I met a wonderful man this past year. I was quite surprised that I could open my heart again but I have and he is wonderful. A real true man. He had a great career in the Army, left as a warrant officer. 2 tours in Iraq but he feels good about his service, his combat. He is truly a loving, gentle man and that is what a real man is. We have a wonderful time together and even though I really have no idea how long we will stay together, I am having a wonderful time with him and find joy in living again. </p><p>And this man is so helpful on days I physically struggle. He helps me and without motive. Other than he cares for me. I am going on 6 years being diagnosed with early Parkinson's and I can feel it progressing. Oh yeah... of course, some think I'm making it up! Haha! That' so funny that I could get 3 premier neurologists to go along with a made-up diagnosis! Especially my current doctor being an excellent movement-disorder physician at an internationally recognized hospital. Haha! I must be an incredible actress. Maybe I should get an agent? Haha! But seriously... I am working very hard to stay ahead of this disease and very soon hope to get into a position where I can do more for research and fundraising. I've been lucky enough to get into a great support group and get into a treatment schedule that is helping a lot. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtTuz6aKiLkEm6lWuy-ep1SlaEiDxb0zF30Op31MzSMdQaZpZTumAAKbngAazYCzKtB4nvhFHMOYTY_pHjWOTGCtTay1sa3ijDb4Gc8kOEeC0xniVFBgTfJd1yRcD5O2aqsu89xBw-MeyxNrLQqKkvPuTfCwGOS9UvWZHHIZb9ZFA72_btyAY/s2048/Ol%20Chigger.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtTuz6aKiLkEm6lWuy-ep1SlaEiDxb0zF30Op31MzSMdQaZpZTumAAKbngAazYCzKtB4nvhFHMOYTY_pHjWOTGCtTay1sa3ijDb4Gc8kOEeC0xniVFBgTfJd1yRcD5O2aqsu89xBw-MeyxNrLQqKkvPuTfCwGOS9UvWZHHIZb9ZFA72_btyAY/s320/Ol%20Chigger.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><p>Ol Chigger is still plugging along. She's getting pretty old now and can't see or hear very well but she's still doing pretty good. All of my chickens died of old age, so she spends her days just napping in the sun, rather than guarding hens. I don't have time to garden any more either but hope maybe that will change in time. </p><p>So, life is very different for me now but it is still good. In fact, it promises to get even better. Of course, Allen will always be in my heart. I will never get over him not living to enjoy this place, after all the hard work we both put in it. And the 15 years we were caregivers for an old bastard that made Allen's last couple of years very hard... that is something I may never really be able to resolve in my heart. Some parts of life are still too cruel for me to understand. But I won't forget. In fact, I swear to Allen that I will build something positive from that. I'm not sure what right now, but I will. </p><p>For many many years, I struggled hard with the idea that people get what they deserve, as most religions and people like to teach. I've been thru enough and seen too many good, honest people get took by horrible examples of humankind. I wrestled with this over and over again with my grief counselor, who happens to be a minister. He would never give me a straight answer...lol. But I don't think you can. That's something people have to figure out and decide for themselves. And I think I have decided. It may take years and years... but people do eventually get their reward. Good or bad. You get to have a peaceful life and death. Or not. The reward may not be riches or a big loving family or an illustrious career. Or it might. But I think being able to sleep at night with a clear conscience... bleeds out into the rest of your life. And you can see that in people by what their hands and lives produce. They will sow either love, joy, tranquility, optimism.... or they will sow hatred, strife, greed, jealousy.... They can talk and talk and explain and make excuses.. but you look for those qualities and that will tell you everything you need to know. Believe the evidence or not. </p><p>I hope you all are doing well and enjoying life. I suspect that many of my older dear readers are no longer with us. Sadly. So we must remember to make the most of the life we have. It is very hard at times but we can overcome. Keep fighting the good fight. Drop me a comment or email if you can. I do still enjoy hearing from anyone. </p> <p></p>MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-82972230431079206392021-09-10T20:35:00.003-05:002021-09-10T20:35:45.721-05:00The Show Must Go On<p> Hello! To anyone that might still be checking in. I'm sorry that I have been away so long and I DO appreciate those that have left comments and condolences. I have meant to post something before now but just have been very busy and not really of a mind to compose much that made sense. </p><p>So much of this blog seems so irrelevant now. There is hardly any of it that I can identify with anymore. I guess a lot of people would be surprised that Allen's death would have affected me that much but then, very few people know mine and his full history and what we meant to each other. We had a difficult relationship at times, but we always loved each other truly, up to the very end. I still have a really hard time grasping that he is gone. I am still going to grief counseling though, so I am making progress. I think what a lot of folks fail to consider also, is that I have lost so much besides Allen, in the last few years. Of course, his was the greatest by far, but losing my health to Parkinson's.... my career, which I really did enjoy and it gave me a sense of purpose. A certain amount of my art also, which I had a lot of identity in. And, as the death of a partner or spouse often brings, I have lost a fair amount of friends. You know, couple friends that Allen and I would go out with, this and that. I'm in the "widower's club" now. And other "friends" who felt his death was a great opportunity to take advantage of me. I learned even before he died, that there are many people in this world who feel perfectly justified in trying to take everything you've worked hard for. You finally get to where you have something, after all those years of work and they'll be sitting there with a knife behind their back. I narrowly escaped from that situation and others, only to go into Round 2 after Allen passed. People are vultures. </p><p>And other people just don't know what to say or do. You have about 6 months top, to get over grief, and after that most people lose patience with you. They don't understand that 27 years of my life died along with Allen. 27 of my best, healthiest, happiest years. No one else that was actively involved in those years is still around. Either they also have passed away, or they have chosen to not contact me anymore, or I had to remove them because of toxic behavior. Of course, I still have friends from before Allen, and I am eternally grateful for them. They have been a great help. And I still have a little of my work family, which has also been a great relief and help. But it's like 27 years are just gone. I have almost no connection to those years anymore. I know it's hard to make someone understand the significance of that but it's very disconcerting. It leaves you feeling very, very lost and without direction. <br /><br />But... I am doing my best to forge on ahead though. I am doing my best to plan a new life. Allen would be very disappointed in me if I were to give up, so I can't do that. At this point, I really don't have any idea what a new life looks like, but I will figure something out. I have mentioned before that my house here means nothing to me anymore and........ that's not really true. It does mean something to me because of everyone that helped me build it. Even that aggravating ol' BFA. But it's just so lonely there now. And as far as what Allen and I inherited from that ol' bastard Fred.... there is not enough drywall mud and paint in this world to cover up the horrid memories of that experience. I do not regret ever being compassionate and caring for even bad people, but I question whether we really should have gotten involved in all of that. I will forever regret moving to this county and settling down here. But, nothing I can do about it now. Just have to make the best of what I can. To that effect, my nephew has expressed interest in renting or possibly buying my house and land, which I would be happy for him to have. He is deployed right now with the Army but will be out soon and does not want to move back to his place of birth. He is a very good young man and I know he will take care of it. </p><p>As for myself, I plan on finishing cleaning up (y'all remember Fred was a extreme hoarder), remodeling, repairing and then sell everything. I would like to move back towards Birmingham where I have happy memories and would be closer to UAB and Kirklin. I got transferred to a great neurologist there and have improved a lot in my fight against Parkinson's. I would like to be involved in more research and maybe some trials too. I want to do something positive. </p><p>You know, so much of the world is so different now, than it was before Allen died. This Covid virus and people are SO politically distanced from one another. It's especially bad here in the South if you are not conservative and Allen and I are not. I never thought of myself as particularly liberal either, but if you don't go along with these ridiculous religious and political stances, then you are the Devil. In their eyes. It can be rather scary at times. So I keep a low profile and another reason to get out of this county. </p><p>So, I hope you all are doing well and having a good life. I really do. I hope you'll leave me a comment. I have thought about starting another blog but it doesn't seem right in a way. I don't think people are much interested in them in some ways, anymore. Maybe I'm wrong. I really do want to find something constructive to do with what time I have left. 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I thought I'd drop another little update and put up a few fun photos that I recently received. This was one of the more fun projects that Allen and I did together, which was to set this large bronze sculpture for my former sculpture professor at the University of Montevallo. It was a very interesting and challenging project. I miss those days dearly.</div>
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I'm the one in the brown overalls, by the way. Haha! So, I meant to say on the last post that I actually will maintain this blog. I will still answer questions because, unbelievably enough, I still get technical questions on posts that are 10 years old. So, I will still answer questions. Will still keep things in order and I am slowly cleaning the blog of a lot of personal posts; stuff just not related to the house, work, building, gardening, or that sort of thing. The blog is valuable to me, in that it is a great reference point in regards to time and projects that I, or Allen and I worked on. It's a great diary and has even provided some great insight into my health issues because I started recording my symptoms years before I was diagnosed with Parkinson's.<br />
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I also wanted to note on that subject: I have finally, finally made great progress on the incredibly horrid pain I used to have in my hips and rear end. It's basically gone now. I can ride in a vehicle fine, even for extended trips. It started going away after I got on a decent dosage of the carbo/ levodopa in 2017 and has just continued to fade away. My new doctor prescribed an extended release carbo/levodopa for nighttime that has helped incredibly well and with it, that hip/ sciatic pain is gone. I will occasionally have a little hip pain that jumps back and forth between hips but it's nothing like I used to have. It's amazing. Of course, I still have tremendous amounts of pain elsewhere, mainly my Achilles tendons, feet, calves, hands, and shoulders. But that other pain was ungodly awful and I'm so thankful it's gone.<br />
I'm also incredibly thankful to have been able to get transferred back to a neurologist at UAB/ Kirklin Clinic. The one I was seeing at St. Vincent's was just not getting it. Just brushed me off. Completely ignored what I tried to tell him.. I was sorely disappointed in him because he seemed to good at first. But, my new UAB doc is great and I'm very happy with him.<br />
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So, I continue to go to grief counseling and it does help some. But I miss Allen so much. I am continuing to finish my place and parts of Allen's and to clean up. Lots going on. I will try to show photos of my places as it is completed, although I suspect much of the remainder may be done by people I hire. I will still do some but some of the work is too much for me now and I just have wayyyy too much on my plate.<br />
So, I'll be back maybe a few times a year. Or something. I don't know. Y'all take care.<br />
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I wanted to post a little bit of an update for anyone that might possibly still be coming here. Might be a few of you still checking in occasionally. I am doing okay. Technically speaking, things are going very well. I am making good progress on finishing Allen's place. Not doing a whole lot on his remodel yet but making good progress cleaning up the place and getting rid of the tons of crap that had accumulated over 30 years with the previous owner. I have replaced the roof on the (Allen's) house and the store building next to it. I don't know that I will be able, or inclined to open the coffeehouse that Allen wanted but I will at least get everything put back together and remodeled. I'm working on much bigger plans actually but not going to go into details on those projects.<br />
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For myself, I'm doing okay. Fair. I have been going to grief counseling and it does help....but I can't say that I really feel any better. If that makes any sense. It's been 7 months and 16 days since he died and it still feels like someone just ripped my heart out. Counseling has helped me understand some things though. He was my dearest friend in this world. We had been together, in some form, for almost all of my adult life. And as I said before, we had not reunited as a romantic couple, but it didn't matter. We loved each other dearly. We had a wonderful, passionate time as a couple and we had a timeless bond as friends.<br />
Allen was the only person in this world that I could<b> always</b> depend on and I hope he knew he could depend on me that much too. I certainly did my best to always be there for him. No matter what was going on, I knew he would be there. We had our problems, obviously because we did not stay together as a couple or marry. We could both be very stubborn and unfortunately, we only had a few years together where I was not dealing with some hideous tragedy or life-altering health issue. I had only known Allen about a year when my brother killed himself, so that literally scrambled my brain and took years for me to come to grips with that issue. I did okay for a few years when Allen and I were reunited again, but then started having my first symptoms of what I later found out to be Parkinson's. Contrary to what most people think, the first PD symptoms are often crippling anxiety, panic attacks and other similar problems. Allen had a lot of trouble dealing with those issues due to years of very bad experiences with others in his early life and also went through an extremely stressful job for 14 months, while I was coming apart at the seams from illness. We tried hard but decided then to live apart, albeit next door. We both hurt each other and we both forgave each other a lot.<div> Despite everything, Allen <b>never</b> walked out on me when I was choking or having other health emergencies. Allen <b>never</b> stole from me or attempted to. No call from me <b>ever</b> went unanswered by him. Allen literally shared<b> all </b>he had with me. Allen <b>never once</b> threw me under the bus or ran me down to his family to make himself look like the victim. </div><div>I can only pray that I was anywhere near as good a friend to him. I did my best. When Allen needed to get away from Fred, I would come up here and tend things for him so he could have a break. I'm so happy that Allen got to travel to England (twice!), Scotland, France, and Ireland! And around much of the East Coast. I was happy to hold down the fort for him. And when Fred got bad and needed constant care, I would come up here every day and we took care of business. I'd take morning shift so Allen could sleep in and work on his projects most of the day. Then he'd take over in the afternoon. That's one instance I was thankful for my Parkinson's. It forced me to retire from construction and travel, so I was home to be able to help Allen. And we never left each other even though we both had ample chance. He was a real man and he owned it.<br />
I thank God every day that I had the years with him I did and that it was just me and him the last couple of years. We had a lot of fun in those 2 years to add to all the others. We got to go and travel a little on some day trips and just do some fun things. I regret every day, the years I wasted where I was not always by his side. They were a waste in the most tragic sense, other than they taught me a very good but very painful lesson. But Allen loved me regardless and I loved him. We built many, many wonderful things all over Alabama through the years and I treasure each one. Happily, many of the places are public and I can visit them whenever I want.<br />
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I do not know exactly what the future holds for me but I will do my best to make the most of what I have left. I will not post on this blog in any regular sense and maybe not at all anymore. Of course, y'all are used to that by now. I just want to say that this blog will remain and be dedicated to Allen. He was the one that came up with the name for it! It will be cleaned up of many other personal references. I've already started on that. I will keep all the building info because I still get a lot of people looking for such.<br />
My house means nothing to me anymore. I mostly stay at the apartment where Allen and I lived for 3 years before I moved into my house. That has shocked many people and it has shocked me too, honestly. But I have no interest in that house anymore and don't know that I ever will. It's almost as if it doesn't even exist. Kind of like Fred's memory too. They are both just a bad specter in a faraway story that cause a tremendous amount of pain and anger. I never really felt at home in my house and had even thought of moving a few times. I think I may have even mentioned it on this blog a time or two. Allen had also thought of moving and we had discussed it on occasion, but one would never leave without the other. I think the reason my house never really felt like home was because Allen never lived there with me. He did stay with me quite a lot the first 2 years down there, and I was very happy with the house then, but as he left, so did my attachment to the house. It surprises me, because Allen and I did build it!. But I realized, we built tons of things, all over the place. It was just one more structure. With him gone, nothing here means anything to me anymore. I wish we had never moved to this county and that I never had the idiotic dream of homesteading or whatever. We never needed all this to be happy. In addition, after a few years of living here, we both realized that maybe this area of Alabama was possibly not the best choice. It's beautiful here.... but sorely lacking in progressive education and social activities. It's high in drug crime (meth) and just this redneck "I'll do whatever I please" mentality. When a junior college started moving into town, Allen and I both had great hopes that things would improve but I'm not sure they are going to.<br />
But for now, I will complete what we both started. His place<b> will be</b> completed and be done the way he wanted it. After that, I don't know. My Parkinson's is progressing a bit faster than what I thought it would and I have no desire to beat my head against a wall trying to maintain all this. And Allen would not want me to. He provided for me and I mean to make the very, absolute best of what he did for me and honor him in the process. Not one red cent of what he worked so hard for will be squandered. As another friend put it so well: Allen was a good and loving friend. And he will be in my heart forever, until we are together again.<br />
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I'm sorry that I have not and will not continue this blog. I know some people used to read it for encouragement and ideas and it hurts me that I will stop. But, as I said before, the world is a MUCH different place now than it was 14 years ago when I started this blog. And it's much different just in the 7 months that Allen has been gone. I am not comfortable sharing as much anymore with unknown factors out there. I have realized, and been personally confronted with the fact, that many people are not the way they present themselves and I don't want to be on their radar. There are some people so manipulative and so good at it, not to mention just flat out physically dangerous, that they can do a tremendous amount of damage if they can weasel into your life and my circle is much smaller than it used to be. And I also know that I don't owe one damn person on this planet any explanation of how I live my life. There was one I did (Allen) and he's gone. No one else.<br />
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I used to be very insistent on telling my story, my side, but I realized the futility of that. And all of this has absolutely nothing to do with Allen or any part of him....People don't care about the truth and, once again, there are people so good at manipulation, you would never be able to overcome their deceit. But I don't care to anymore. People believe what they want to, so let them have it and gorge themselves on it. I have a life to live and I intend to make the most of it on my terms.<br />
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Y'all be good and be safe. I may drop in once a year or such and let you know a little of what's up as things progress. I'm still here and going. Allen and I still have a lot of work to do and I don't intend to let him down!!<br />
If you are inclined, you can find me on Instagram (DragonValleyArtworks) or on Facebook (Ann Beaird). I can also control who follows me there. I don't post a lot on Instagram but there are a few things and you can message me.<br />
<b>Thank you all very much for the many years of companionship and encouragement that you gave me on this blog!! </b><br />
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October 23 my heart was ripped in half. Allen passed away suddenly from a massive stroke and I don't think my heart will ever be whole again. If you've read this blog for long then you know Allen and how much a part of my life he was and I was to him. Well beyond romantic partners, we were best friends, cohorts, work buddies. Allen and I have been together for 27 years, in one form or another. Almost all of my adult life. I met him when I was only out of college maybe a year. He was there to help me through my brother's death. He is the reason I got into construction and became a tradesperson. No matter what life brought, we were always there for each other. It occurred to me the other day that, even though we never took the marriage vows with each other, we lived them with each other and it was only death that parted us.<br />
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I've experienced well over my share of pain and heartache in my life. And I've gotten a belly full of Life's unfairness. We had finally found freedom from taking care of others (Fred passed away in April), Allen was able to do whatever he wanted with his property and life, and we were enjoying just being. He was joyously working on building a coffeeshop, after spending his entire life building things for everyone else. No worries but what to have for lunch or supper.<br />
It was just me and him again and, although we remained just friends, we were closer than we had been in a very long time. We were having fun and I was starting to feel better after finally getting my meds adjusted correctly. Finally feeling like living again. All those years we, but mostly he, took care of Fred and took his abuse, and Allen doesn't even outlive him a year. There is nothing that will ever make sense to me anymore. Nothing is fair, right, justified....nothing.<br />
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I am eternally grateful that I was with him and able to get him to the ER in a timely manner but it came on so fast no one seemed to see it coming. It actually appeared to be his heart at first. The last thing he knew was talking to me and that I was holding his arm. He "lived" until the next day when they took him off life support but I know he passed away not long after he lost consciousness.<br />
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It's really hard for me to understand he's gone. I swing between numbness and the most excruciating pain I've ever known. I can only hope he understood how much I love him and that one day we will be together again.<br />
<br />MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-4834152791257937372019-09-15T23:41:00.002-05:002019-09-16T11:36:29.958-05:00So Much To SayI just spent an hour and a half typing a fairly detailed account of what's been going on and how I am doing, and Blogger just ate it all. I have no idea where it went. So, that's really frustrating. I have trouble typing these days as it is and then to have it deleted after I struggled through a fairly long post.....You are a piece of crap, Blogger.<br />
If I get the energy, I will try to redo it all. I am doing very well and am happy. Things are going very well. I'll try to get back soon. There has been a great many changes and stuff happening and I'd like to update everyone.<br />
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In the meantime, I am on Facebook if you would like to join me there. You might send me a PM if you never commented a lot on the blog, so that I know who you are. I don't know that I will ever get back to posting much here but I do write some on FB and post about the house and stuff. It's actually easier to post on Facebook and I can control who sees my life there. I'm not very inclined anymore to just open everything up to the world at large. I got nothing to hide but I do not trust people and the world is very, very different than what it was 12 years ago when I first started blogging.<br />
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I will include a photo of one recent project I just finished. I got all the flooring down in the bedroom and repainted, redecorated etc. I am very pleased with the results. I will try to blog about installing the flooring. I'm moving on to the kitchen now.<br />
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Well, so....I just look at people like this all the time now actually. But anyway. Hey! I'm still around and doing well. I'm tired and have a lot going on but I'm doing good.<br />
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Since the last time I posted my Mom had a small stroke, which she recovered very well from. Then she had some spinal issues but we got that worked out also. Since my brother lives in the way northern part of the state and she and my sister had a bit of a row, I was the main caregiver in these incidences. But that's fine because Mama is generally easy to deal with. Then we had new windows put in her house and I went out of town a few times to do some work for Daddy Rabbit. That was fun but hard on me physically.<br />
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I have a couple of part-time jobs and various work I do, some of it from home. So that's great. Let's me work on things here too and rest when I need to or when I'm having a real bad day.<br />
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Then about 2 weeks ago a huge tornado came through here, right down my road. I was actually at my Mom's when it happened, and we watched it on TV! They were pointing at my road and saying, "it's right here!". I had no idea if I had a house anymore or anything. I couldn't get Allen on the phone, which scared me to death! I finally got home but it took a long time as there were countless trees down on our road. The police told me it was over 40 down. I don't doubt it. Both ways were blocked. I finally got in through an old gravel back road and then to Allen's to see if he was okay. He was!!. My place was okay. Several trees down and the top of one through the chicken's run but they are all okay too. We were without power for a couple of days and without phones for several but they finally got it all fixed. Still cleaning up the mess. Then another one came through early this morning but I was so tired I slept through it. It did some damage but was further north of here.<br />
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Seems like there has been more to happen but I can't remember. I have meant to post more, but in lots of ways I am reluctant to post much. I just don't have as much to say anymore and I don't trust anyone. That little meme I started with is actually true. I've had someone (guess who) try to break into my credit card account. I got the ol' "you've tried to log it too many times" email from them and saying I must change my password. Which I promptly did and on a bunch of other stuff too. Then they were trying to get a hold of other financial info. Trying to find out how I'm living and not having to sell this place or whatever. No, I'm not living off credit cards or some man. Ha! I'd drink gasoline before there will ever be another man living here. But anyway, I'm just not inclined to talk much anymore. I don't trust people, due to so much bullshit and so many batshit crazy people that will cut your throat first chance they get. I would like to start another blog and refine what I post about but things have got to get less crazy first.<br />
I hope everyone out there is doing well.! I do hope to establish some kind of posting again about the house, because I am starting to work on it again. But also a personal blog in another location. I hope you'll check in on me every once in a while.<br />
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<br />MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-12505420476073340302018-11-05T21:34:00.000-06:002020-06-28T23:13:00.343-05:00My Old Addiction<i><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Like my old addiction </span><br style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Now the other side of Day </span><br style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">As the springtime </span><br style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Of my life's time </span><br style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Turns the other way </span><br style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">If a swan can have a song </span><br style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span jsname="YS01Ge" style="background-color: transparent; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 13.33px; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">I think I know that tune...... </span> </i><br />
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Thanks for checking in from time to time. I'm still plugging along. Still trying to get a hand on things and figure out my new direction. I've been making some progress on some things and then not making progress on others. lol! I think I have been on the Sinemet for enough time that it is relieving some of my long time pain in some areas. But then, it seems to have just moved around in some ways too. But hey, I guess anything different is good in a way. A little variety at least. My typing is slowly getting worse and I can feel the tremor in my left hand is more obvious at times. But, the apathy and fatigue that has plagued me for so long really seems to be getting better. Same with the brain fog. I still have bad days of that but lots of days where it is not so bad or gone. So, it's a mixed bag but I am happy and plugging along. I go pretty good for 3 or 4 days and then crash but I can accomplish a fair amount in those 3 or 4 days, so I am happy with that. I do what I can.<br />
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The girls are all doing pretty good. I finally took some new photos the other day and have a couple here. I miss my Zuzu terribly still, but Gertie here is always a character in her own way and makes me laugh. This chicken has had every kind of awful problem in the world but she keeps plugging along too. Always feisty and ready to give her opinion on whatever is going on. She's kind of my inspiration.<br />
I've been listening to a lot of Cowboy Junkies and k.d. lang (loudly) and basically doing whatever the hell I want to do. I was asked to judge a really great art show up in Decatur recently and that was a lot of fun. You don't get paid but they put us (3 judges) in the Hilton and paid for all our meals, lots of free booze and snacks and a killer gift basket to take home. Allen also went with me so that made it great fun! Kinda like the old days! He's always good to travel with and I'm sure he was happy to get away for a little while too. It was actually a very hard show to judge; lots of really, really good artists, but it was fun and a great time in a really cool town.<br />
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I even went down and poured concrete with Allen for my old sculpture professor. He retired and is building a bronze foundry at his house, so we poured the pit and slab for the foundry. Wasn't a lot of concrete by my old standards but it was enough to kick my ass now days. Was fun though and I was happy to help Ted out.<br />
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I also went to visit Daddy Rabbit and his wife last month. My oldest readers will remember that Daddy Rabbit is a superintendent that I used to work for quite a lot in the old days. We have kept in touch some over the years but I did not hear from him much while I was married. He had a lot he was going through, health-wise etc. But now we keep in touch more and he and his wife invited me down for the weekend. I came back with a nice load of cool steel stuff for sculpture too! It was a lot of fun and nice to see some friends from way back. Lots of reminiscing.<br />
I have put off working on my place for now in order to redo my Mom's bedroom and some of her house. It's mostly cosmetic, so nothing really hard but it still wears me out. But, she got to the point where she was having some pretty severe health issues due to allergies much like mine; mold etc. I had remodeled the front part of her house years ago but had never gotten around to the back part and it is way overdue. Anyway, I hope to be finished maybe by Thanksgiving and back to working on my stuff mostly. I had big plans for my 50th year but you know what they say about plans....God laughs. Yep. So, I just decided to go with the flow. You know, just wing the hell out of it. It's kinda hard but very freeing in a way too. I'm fed, warm and dry. Not much else you can ask for. Well, I could ask to not have this disease but you can crap in one hand and want in the other and see which one fills up first. ha!<br />
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<span jsname="YS01Ge" style="line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px;"><i>Days, up and down they come</i></span><br />
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<span jsname="YS01Ge" style="line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px;"><i>But don't turn none away</i></span><br />
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<span jsname="YS01Ge" style="line-height: 16.52px; margin-bottom: 0px;"><i>And nothin' is too much to bear</i></span><br />
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MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-35065396313271390332018-08-21T23:04:00.000-05:002020-06-28T23:16:11.314-05:00A Whole Lot More To MeHey-O Folks! I'm still kickin'. Just thought I'd drop a quick post per the usual. I'm doing pretty good. Still experimenting with my prescriptions and getting the right dosage and balance for me. I went back to my Neurologist in May for my 6 month check in and he said it was just a matter of trying different dosages and timing to see what works best because everyone is so different with Parkinson's. I think I'm finally making a little progress though. The stiffness and pain had gotten so bad I had to do something and basically my options are kinds limited right now to drugs and exercise. He did give me a much stronger muscle relaxer to try but it didn't do any good. I tried it multiple times and it just never seemed to do anything. Well, it made me fuzzy-headed and I hate that, so unless it really helped the pain I'm not taking that. And it didn't. Just upping my Sinemet and trying to stay moving more often seems to have done more than anything. The effect is not immediate; it takes several days before anything is noticeable but it does seem to be helping.<br />
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A couple of days ago Allen and I took a trip up to Guntersville to see the Outdoor Alabama photo exhibit. I just needed to get out and do something fun. This is the exhibit that my butterfly photo won a spot in. So that was nice. It's no big deal but just a nice thing in an otherwise fairly crappy last year. We also had a nice, quiet meal at a restaurant in Guntersville and then went up to the lodge at the state park, which is where the exhibit is right now. The weather was great and Guntersville State Park is super nice. We walked around the camp grounds too. They have a nice beach and I would really like to do some camping there some day. They have tons of hiking options and all kinds of stuff.<br />
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This was after a really horrible day in which my lovey Zuzu passed away. She had been sick for about 2 weeks and I thought was making some progress in getting better. Well, she had made great progress in one area but then got sour crop, which can be very difficult, and I just didn't catch it in time. I did finally realize what was going on and treat her for it but it was too much I guess. At least she died sudden and I did not have to put her down, thank God. She was just the biggest personality of any chicken and was so smart and funny. I will miss her so much.<br />
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I have taken in 2 other rescue chickens in the past couple of weeks also. I'll tell you about those soon. They are doing really well. Chigger and Callie the cat are doing well also.<br />
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I was also able to get a new laptop, which has made working online infinitely easier than what I had before. The old laptop I had ran on Windows 7 and was right on the verge of dying. They stopped supporting 7 back at the first of the year and it was just a matter of time. That thing was so slow it took me forever to get anything done. Now I can go pretty fast and it has helped my sales and ways to make money online. So, I'm doing okay. I mean, I built a house out of my pocket...I'm not a moron and I am resourceful. Plus, these days there are lots of avenues in making money by working at home. I do occasionally work a little for some folks but I'm still having trouble with so much pain and fatigue that working an 8 hour job is very difficult. At home I can rest and then work later when I have recovered some. Of course, I hope to improve and expand my means of working but it takes some time, especially when struggling so much with feeling bad. But I will do it. I will keep fighting.<br />
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Another interesting note is that I recently spoke to a cousin of mine and he appears to also have Parkinson's. He hasn't been officially diagnosed yet but it looks pretty certain. I know I have mentioned that I had 2 uncles with Parkinson's. Well, this cousin is the son of one of those uncles' twin brother. That make sense? Apparently, it is heavy in our genes. So, that's crappy. I hope to get into some research trials somewhere in the area; probably at UAB. They are making some great progress these days in the research and if nothing else, maybe I can be of some help there. I've got to do something.MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-69750981130727501432018-05-31T23:41:00.000-05:002018-05-31T23:41:18.838-05:00She's Alright<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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And the girls are all alright also...Sorry to have dropped off the face of the earth, somewhat. I never really think that anybody notices but enough of y'all emailed to give me a little kick in the butt, so I thought I'd drop a little update. Mostly I am doing fine. During all the bullshit of the past several months I fell off on my exercising and that has been the worst thing. It's been kinda scary to see just how stiff my legs and lungs have gotten in that short time, now that I am trying to get back into the exercise groove. I go to see my neurologist next week and we are going to have a serious talk about pain and stiffness. I am still having a lot of trouble with that.<br />
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Mainly I have just been kinda reclusive. I'm not sure if it's the disease or just being completely confounded and fed up with the bullshit reactions of some folks. It's bad enough to have to come to grips with having something like this and then to have people say you are faking it, or...oh, it's not that bad...I wouldn't worry about it...blah, blah. I don't even know if it's hatefulness?, cluelessness?....just dumb?...it's mind-boggling. Then the folks that think they are going to take advantage of you if you're sick...oh, you're too sick to notice what they're doing behind your back and all that. People supposed to be friends that are stealing from you. <br />
I tell you one thing; living in peace, <b>without</b> having to worry, or find out constantly, what is being done or said about you behind your back, is the greatest treasure on earth. No amount of money is worth sacrificing that peace. I don't care how hard things may get for me, I can live in peace and I am enjoying the hell out of it.<br />
One thing I want to do, is to devote the rest of my life to educating folks (those that can be educated) to the realities of "invisible illnesses". I have been just absolutely floored with the amount of ignorance and prejudice thrown at folks who are struggling with everything they have against serious diseases but because most people think "they look fine" that they must be lying or faking or whatever. And I think, why the hell would anyone lie about having something like this?? Oh yeah, let me make all this up so I can be called all kinds of ugly names, lose my job and half my friends run off. Yeah boy, I can see the advantage to that. What the bloody hell???<br />
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So, yeah, I still have a bit of anger about things. And unfortunately, writing here often brings it out. So that's one reason I guess I have put off posting anything. And I have not yet started another blog. But I assure you, my reasons for starting another blog are still there and legit and it will happen. And I'm still watching my photos and the person who stole them and if I EVER see them used publicly without my permission there will be some hell to pay.<br />
I also have trouble typing a lot of days and that is very frustrating. Some days are not so bad but some days I spend so much time correcting mistakes that it's not much worth it.<br />
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At any rate, I am doing fine overall. I have bad days and I have some pretty good days. Every day I am in considerable pain but I keep going. All my critters are doing well and all are fed. I would go without before any of my girls would, but we are all doing fine in that regard. In fact, I've had a huge glut of eggs and been trying like crazy to sell them all. Thankfully, with the heat, the girls are slowing down a little with their laying.<br />
I am getting by fine. I'm not having to live off a credit card, despite what some would probably like to believe. I'm not "destitute" as my poor old crazy neighbor says, or bedridden as he told my other neighbor the other day. I have only planted about half the garden this year but I've been using a lot of it as pasture for the chickens, since they have to stay fenced up a bit more these days. I do make money from various jobs (partly my art) but I am not going into that for various reasons. It is legit work though! lol! I have planted tomatoes, lettuce, green beans, cukes, radishes, broccoli, peppers and maybe something else. <br />
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My 1st place photo in the Outdoor Alabama photo contest is currently touring the state along with the 41 other finalists. I was real happy about that. Another state museum has expressed definite interest in purchasing one of my sculptures for their permanent collection. The director basically told me that as soon as I finished the third one in this particular series, that they would buy it. Just gotta get this rain to stop so I can finish it. It's a welded steel piece so that's the issue. I don't yet have a covered welding area. But I'm working on it and will get there one day.<br />
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So, there's a bit of an update. I hope everyone out there is doing well. I do hope to get the new blog going before long if I can get out of this reclusive state. I don't want to say that I have become fearful of people but I have become very untrusting. My family has been very supportive of me and I have a couple of really good friends that have proven to be golden, but having been diagnosed with Parkinson's has shown me a side of people that I, frankly, have been shocked to see. Just dumbfounded. And that's taking me a bit to process and get over. MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-61881455263744621672018-02-14T14:51:00.002-06:002018-06-04T13:51:00.186-05:00Beautiful<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Some folks will never see it but that's not my fault nor my problem.MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-22834023795906495652018-02-05T22:33:00.002-06:002020-06-28T23:21:27.626-05:00Come Calling<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Hey! Ya'll bear with me! I am working towards setting up a new blog and will get with those that have expressed interest very soon. Thank you so much for all the responses! I was pleasantly surprised to see so many still reading. I intend to reply to each email and I truly appreciate all the kind words. I will probably post here a couple more times also.<br />
Here's a few chicken photos to appease you until I can get new stuff going! haha!<br />
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All the girls are doing well, although I have lost a few over this past year. My dear, sweet little Ms. Peepers died though and I am just heartbroken still. I still miss her so much. She was one of my "lap chickens" and loved to be petted and snuggled. She was a character.<br />
I am doing well and getting a lot of stuff done. I'm still having to adjust my meds some but I think I am making progress. I've slacked off on my exercise though...which is badbadbad and need to get back to that. I'm staying very active but that's not the same as regimented exercise.<br />
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I am making some progress on the house but am also working on redoing some stuff on the chicken house, garden and those areas. So, lots of stuff going on. I have good news on the art front also that I'll tell ya'll about soon.<br />
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My poor old neighbor with dementia is getting worse but he's not causing me any trouble, although he is still trying to and weekly threatens to call the sheriff about something. He's gotten so out of his mind though it's gone from scary and concerning to just sad and pitiful. The last incident was that he is convinced I am sneaking into his house to steal canned mangos. It's just sad. He is so miserable and he hates everyone. It's like his hate is just collapsing in on him and he lashes out at anyone he comes across. Allen and I have known him for many years now and we don't think he was ever a particularly nice person, i.e. is family won't have anything to do with him. Now he is reaping all those years of being hateful and judgemental towards everyone because no one will go up there out of fear and due to what he has done to folks over the years....He did and said some horrible things to me but I just feel sorry for him. I don't know that I've ever seen anyone that full of hate for so many right at the end of their life.<br />
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But, things are going well for me and I'm very optimistic. I'm trying hard to just concentrate on improving things here and working on my health. See y'all soon!!MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-87626404611049050162018-01-25T23:00:00.000-06:002020-06-28T23:20:06.455-05:00Crazy TrainDue to privacy issues (that have nothing to do with things I have talked about recently) and the fact a person has been stealing my photos, this blog with be shut down. I know that I may sound like a whackadoodle after all I've written about but I have verified this through 3rd parties, so it is unfortunately true. This person has been following me for over a year now and it is very upsetting because they have also tried to get some of my friend's personal info and I got proof recently that they are taking my photos, which I had suspected. Since I make part of my living with my photos, I have to protect them and myself. This decision is solely related to this person's actions and a result of my absolutely refusing to put up with even a shred of any more bullshit. I have had it with deceptive, malicious behavior and am going through my life with a broad sword, a sieve and a torch. <br />
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The blog will still exist for the construction information, and the fact that any photos stolen here have already been got, so I'm just gonna leave most of it.. However, it will be cleaned up of many personal references and just left for the building/ gardening info. I don't want to make it private because then it would block folks from finding relevant construction info and I still get a lot of hits for people looking for that sort of thing. I will start a new, very anonymous blog (also about building, gardening etc.) sometime very soon, so if you want to follow along please email me at the address over to the right, at my personal email if you know it, or message me on Facebook. And I give you my solemn word that your email address will be sacred to me. I will never disclose it to anyone. I will explain what's happening on the new blog. If you email me, I will verify that you are who you say you are and then send you the link. I will also be sending out the link in an email to those of you that I have your contact info. If you do not wish to follow me to the new blog then I sincerely thank you for reading all these years and wish you the best. Cheers!<br />
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Edit: Some folks may wonder (and I do too sometimes!) why I continue to write and share, especially some of the very troubling things. A longtime reader sent me an email and this was one line...<b><i>" your sharing your struggles in life makes my own seem easier to face..."</i></b> Okay, THIS is why I keep writing. This is why I share. Due to a lot of circumstances, I can't physically help many folks. I don't have the various means. But if I can encourage anyone to keep trying and fighting, then I will do that and the hell with anyone that scoffs at it. MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-11582056878495864692018-01-18T21:59:00.000-06:002018-01-18T21:59:51.180-06:00There's A House In The Forest<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Just thought I'd share a few photos of the snow we had back in December, before Christmas actually. It's kinda rare for us to have much snow before January but not unheard of.<br />
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It was a fun, pretty snow and didn't hang around for a very long time, so that was good.<br />
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Take care and stay warm!!MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-86859343872135045072018-01-02T20:11:00.002-06:002018-01-02T20:11:59.018-06:00Blessing For The New YearBeannacht: A Blessing for the New Year<br />
“On the day when<br /> The weight deadens<br /> On your shoulders<span class="text_exposed_show"><br /> And you stumble,<br /> May the clay dance<br /> To balance you.</span><br />
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And when your eyes<br /> Freeze behind<br /> The grey window<br /> And the ghost of loss<br /> Gets in to you,<br /> May a flock of colours,<br /> Indigo, red, green,<br /> And azure blue,<br /> Come to awaken in you<br /> A meadow of delight.<br />
When the canvas frays<br /> In the currach of thought<br /> And a stain of ocean<br /> Blackens beneath you,<br /> May there come across the waters<br /> A path of yellow moonlight<br /> To bring you safely home.<br />
May the nourishment of the earth be yours,<br /> May the clarity of light be yours,<br /> May the fluency of the ocean be yours,<br /> May the protection of the ancestors be yours.<br />
And so may a slow<br /> Wind work these words<br /> Of love around you,<br /> An invisible cloak<br /> To mind your life.”<br />
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MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-84321070813027180382017-08-10T21:55:00.000-05:002017-08-10T21:55:23.360-05:00All You Can Carry Boy, time just flies by here like lightning! Just about the time I thought I might have more to post about, Life throws a monkey wench in it all. About 3 weeks ago, Fred (my elderly neighbor) had a small stroke and Allen and I have been very busy since taking care of him. I take mornings up until about noon and Allen takes over from there. Of course, it varies and some days I end up going up there well into the night. But then it's reversed some days too. Fred is doing better but still needs help with some meals, washing dishes and laundry and taking to doctor's appointments. Some days I don't have to do too much but then some days (like today) I was up there for quite a while. I don't know if I ever mentioned it on this blog before, but Fred is also a notorious hoarder. Something that afflicts many folks these days. Allen has asthma and I have bad allergies, so it's a struggle for the both of us to say the least. We've kinda made a dent in the worst of the filth though, so it's slightly better now. Well, rats don't jump out of the kitchen drawers at you anymore, I'll say that.<br />
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So, I am still trying to get more into doing my art and have actually opened an Etsy shop. It's small now but I hope to add more soon. I've included a few photos of some fun little things I've done lately. Now, these are not any kind of high art and I don't pretend for them to be. It's just something fun that I've enjoyed doing. And it helps me practice with the idea of taking random scrap and making them into totally unrelated objects. They are very much like puzzles and it helps my brain and thinking processes.<br />
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Finding these old vintage cheese graters is actually quite a challenge nowadays. I've managed to locate a few.<br />
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I really like the big dragonfly. Most people show these hanging on walls (like on Pinterest) but I like mine standing on legs! I don't know....makes him seem more ready to fly away or something. Ha! I like his little curled up feeties too. Did you know that a real dragon fly cannot walk? Their legs are only for standing and grabbing. They can't actually move them in a walking motion.<br />
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Before Fred had his stroke I had also managed to do a bit more work on the kitchen, running all the backsplash tile and pouring the last bar top counter top. I'll try to post photos of that soon. I looks great. <br />
I've been keeping up my running and exercising but have not entered any more 5Ks. I hope to do that but they've either been too far away, too expensive or in the morning and my mornings are spent with Fred now. At any rate, I need to do the running and exercising no matter what. I've been doing a lot of yard work also. Since switching to the Sinemet I have been feeling better for the most part, although I still have a bad day every so often and I still have issues with driving very far. One great thing is that my right shoulder has started to loosen up! I've been to the Doc about it and he said it was "frozen shoulder", which happens with some Parkinson's folks (and others as well), and it had gotten pretty bad. I really had a lot of trouble showering, washing my hair etc. But since starting on the Sinemet it's slowly loosening up and today I was actually able to do 3 sets of tricep dips in my workout!! Yay!! something I've not been able to do in a very long time. Unfortunately, I've been quite tired since I've been helping Fred out so much and my tremors are noticeably worse on some days. If I get tired or upset they start up real bad and that's been an issue but hopefully things will improve and I can get a little more rest.<br />
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I will try to post again soon but ya'll know I say that every time and then never manage to! ha!<br />
<br />MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-37756173409897451482017-06-27T09:54:00.000-05:002020-06-28T23:25:41.666-05:00Growing Her Wings<br />
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Whew!! I have been really busy lately! Which is a great thing. We are beginning the height of our growing season here and have lots of stuff coming in from the garden now. So, you know that means picking, canning, freezing, drying and so on.<br />
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Most of the garden is doing well but some things got off to a real slow staart, like the tomatoes and okra. We've had plenty of rain! But that's makes for not so much sunshine...at that slows down some veggies. We are finally starting to get a little of everything now.<br />
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I guess I put this up mainly for the little birds! They are about the only ones that ever see it! The little phoebes and bluebirds have been working their little hearts out this year though...catching lots of bugs for me.<br />
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I think we will have a much better corn crop this year. We added amendments to this plot all winter long and it seems to have helped a lot. Can't wait for some fresh, hot buttered corn on the cob!!<br />
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Just a little sampling of what we are getting so far. <br />
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We also did a bit of landscaping while we had the neighbor's backhoe. This area was really lumping and horrible; filled with rocks and stumps. It was about impossible to mow, so I had Allen dig up all the stumps and grade everything. We also expanded the little wet weather stream bed and I am slowly lining it with flat rocks to make it more attractive when it's dry. It looks pretty nice actually but this photo isn't very good. The edges are lined with irises in places.<br />
We also cut out several old, crappy trees and expanded the cleared area, which you can't really seee here. We intend to plant another apple tree and possibly a plum and cherry.<br />
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My annual row of zinnias in the garden is finally blooming! There are a few other flowers mixed in but the zinnias kinda dominate.<br />
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Thank you for all the kind comments in the last post. I wanted to respond here to a couple of the last ones made, so to be sure they would be seen. And also, please, please note this: my blog is set so that all comments made after 3 days of the post publishing, must be moderated by me. I have to physically post them. Blogger does NOT always tell me when some people comment. I don't know why. So....I don't always know that I a comment has been left unless I go to the blog dashboard and check specifically for that. I forget to do this frequently because not a lot goes on here anymore. I recently discovered a comment from last year!! that I never knew about and never published! I would never skip a comment on purpose (unless the person was just being a total and complete, useless ass in their comment), so if this ever happens, please know it is not on purpose. My memory is just not what it was and sometimes I forget to look.<br />
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Since March the doctor has had me trying a couple of different meds and dosage amounts etc. and it's had me all over the place at times. But that's just natural. They have to try lots of different things for each person to find the right combo. Anyway, he doubled my dose of Mirapex lately and I had a very bad reaction to that and went I dropped back down to my low dose it seemed to throw me in a another horrible direction! It was quite unpleasant. So, after wrangling around with the cost of another drug (there was no way I could begin to afford it) he put me on a very, very low dose of Sinemet. This is actually helping a lot and I feel much better. I still have a lot of pain and stiffness but the brain fog is better and just feeling more like doing things and with a better outlook. My skin has cleared up great and doesn't hurt all the time and I can swallow food easily now.<br />
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Tammy asked about a support group and I have looked into that. Unfortunately, there is only one anywhere around me and that's at UAB, of course. On a good day... UAB is at least 45 minutes away, usually 50-60 minutes, so that's not really something that would work well. I still don't often feel "clear" or "on" enough to drive in Birmingham traffic. If you've ever been or lived here you'll know what I mean! lol! So. I did find a good online support group though, that I like very much and is very helpful. So, that allows me some contact with folks that truly understand my condition. They are very encouraging and a lot of them have some pretty wicked sense of humor, so it's fun.<br />
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So, that's part of what's going on. Hopefully I will be back soon with some more activity!! I hope you all are enjoying your summer!!MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-70865572528116624832017-06-08T21:50:00.000-05:002017-06-08T21:50:06.893-05:00Hello Hello!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Ha! I truly did not mean to be gone this long but I guess life, mental fogginess, apathy, spurts of busyness and everything in between has gotten in the way. I have been feeling better lately in many ways but still seem stuck when trying to come up with anything to post about. Maybe I've just gotten so used to the instant post and response of Facebook and similar sites that blogging seems sluggish to me. I do know that there are many days I have trouble with typing still. Spend more time trying to correct mistakes than actually typing. I'm also having trouble with words more often. I forget or just can't think of the specific words I'm trying to recall. Of course, everyone does that to some extent but it's getting fairly frequent for me and, as someone that is used to writing fairly easily in the past, it is very frustrating.<br />
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Unfortunately, I just don't have that much to post about it seems. We did have our annual heavy rains and flooding, as you can see. They just came about 4 months later than normal. But that's fine. We are out of our horrible drought at last. I think there are just a few tiny area of minor drought over on the west side of the state but for the most part we seem to have recovered. As you could see in the first photo also, our garden is doing really well. And many of the flowers are going great this year. <br />
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I am struggling horribly to get back into any art business though. Sales for all kinds of things have just plummeted. You may recall that Allen and I had a booth in an antique/ junk mall where we were making halfway decent sales. Well, that just all tanked, so we shut that down. Many others in that same mall have shut down also. I'm looking into online sales, like maybe Etsy, but not sure how that's going to go. I'll give it a go most likely. Some people do really well and some don't. It seems like just sort of a gamble. You never know what's going to be a seller these days. So that's really been a bummer to me. I've never, ever had trouble making money with my crafts or construction or anything. Now, it's just all a bomb. I really don't know what to do. But it's just one more thing helping me to feel about useless.<br />
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I am having some moderate success selling produce from our garden and eggs. I mean, it ain't nothing to make any kind of living but it helps pay my incidentals and buy a few groceries that we don't grow. I'm going to tell you the truth...I feel cursed. Honest to God, cursed. Like there is some kind of blackness settled here. I even smudged and salted the house in an effort to clear things. It did feel better afterwards and I have had more energy to do things but everything just seems a dead end. I have a feeling I know where it's coming from but I have no solution at this point. I'll just have wait it out I guess.<br />
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I do not mean to abandon this blog but it's just very hard to formulate a meaningful post anymore. My brain is just pulled in several different directions at once. It's hard to concentrate. Typing just now I am suddenly having an excruciating time getting these words out and typing correctly. I was doing pretty good there for a while and it's like, 2 seconds ago everything just crashed. If I were to leave this written as is and uncorrected, you would not be able to make heads or tails of what I was trying to say.<br />
I went to back to my neurologist on Monday and he wants to up my Mirapex dosage to see if it doesn't help this brain fog and stuff a bit more. I'm also having a great deal of trouble with my right side and right shoulder. Everything on that side has just become so stiff that I am having trouble functioning with some things. I have a lot of difficulty washing my hair, getting dressed etc. because I can't raise my right arm very much. So, went back yesterday and had an MRI and X-rays just to rule out an injury. I don't think it's any kind of injury because when it started I felt so bad I generally didn't do crap around here. Hard to injure yourself laying on the couch. <br />
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So, I am really still struggling with many things. A lot of it is emotional. Parkinson's is a very, very difficult diagnosis to accept. It's especially hard when you feel so alone. It's a scary disease and no one wants to hear about it or talk abut it. If they even believe you have it to begin with. You want to tell people what's going on with you; why you're so slow, why you're hurting so much, why you are having trouble talking...but then, you figure maybe it's best to keep your mouth shut because you know they are judging you the whole time if you don't act like that person on TV that has Parkinson's acts. Frustration is rampant. I feel like I'm stuck in Groundhog Day. Except every day I have to get up, do my exercises, run until I just can't anymore, just to get my brain to pump out enough dopamine to get my head clear enough to understand what I'm doing for the day and maybe have enough energy to do it. Then I go to bed exhausted and it all resets itself during my sleep. Lather, rinse, repeat. Over and over. <br />
And it's only me to cheer myself on, to pat myself on the back when I do pretty good for the day, when I fight back and don't just totally succumb to the whole shittiness of this condition. I post a few photos on Facebook so that 2 or 3 people can tell me I'm doing okay. That maybe I'm not falling so far behind that I'll never catch up. But it actually helps. A kind word goes a long way, even if it's not in real time. You take what you can get, ya know?<br />
I will improve. I will get better. I will finish my house and I will have a happy, productive life. There's a season for everything I guess....as the ol' saying goes.<br />
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So, things are chugging along here. We have almost all the garden in, except for just a few things, and it's all going gangbusters. Should have taters coming in soon to join the radishes and lettuce.<br />
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The broccoli plants are growing well but not showing any signs of heading up so far. This has been such a weird year, weather-wise though, I'm not sure what they are going to do. If nothing else they will become chicken feed and that's okay. I'm always looking for fresh stuff to feed those bottomless pits. We are also getting lots of lots of eggs! The girls are in overdrive! lol!<br />
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We should have a very good crop of blueberries this year and hopefully, cherries also. Even my rhubarb came back this year and is really putting out the stems. Remarkably, it has lasted several years here, so I might be able to actually cut some this year.<br />
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Love me some Easter Egg radishes. They are so pretty. I also planted some of the "watermelon" variety of radishes but they have not finished yet. They are about double the time as these Easter Eggs; which are a very early type.<br />
I'm not sure if we are going to try to sell at the farmer's market this year. I did better just selling from home last year and advertising on Facebook when I had stuff available.<br />
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In some other good news, the university I attended recently purchased one of my sculptures for it's permanent collection. It replaced another one of my sculptures that was supposed to go in the collection but the university wanted to give that one to a very generous patron. This patron had bough the original sculpture at one of the alumni auctions on the premise she got to keep if for a year to enjoy herself before handing it over to the school. Now, she gets to keep the one she loved so much, the school still gets one for it's collection, and I made a little money and have 2 more items to add to my CV.<br />
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I also ran my first official 5K and came in 2nd in my age group (45-49)!!! Woooo!! I was so excited. I was 4th overall amongst the women and if I remember correctly there was about 126 women in the run. The week before my back had decided it hated me and became so stiff I could barely get around. I was sure I would just have to forfeit the race and this thought was very, very upsetting to me. I was very discouraged and heartbroken at that possibility. I mean, the race was nothing; I knew I would not win anything but I wanted to be able to just do it. I kept working, stretching, soaking and being very, very careful with taking my meds until I got to the point I thought, well, I can give it a try. Honestly, I wasn't even sure the morning of the run. Thank goodness it was a late afternoon/ evening event because I do better at that time of day. Anyway. We went and I was just going to be happy to not finish last. LOL! And amazingly, did way better than that!<br />
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Now, I'll tell you, in the same month, I've also been rejected from 2 art exhibits (one of which I really had my heart set on), passed over one run because of feeling bad and have hurt excruciatingly bad since running this one. I guess the success/ failure rate is about 1:2 right now. A number of things in my life have not turned out like I thought or had hoped. Not even close on a couple. But you just have to keep trying, keep going, and like I kept telling myself during that 5K....just keep putting one foot in front of the other. And if I get to where I can't move my feet...I'll crawl if I have to.MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-83490730503789599752017-04-01T22:25:00.000-05:002020-07-14T23:28:47.881-05:00Warm Enough It appears that Winter just sorta gave up shortly after the first of the year and Spring came rushing on in. Not that I'm complaining about no cold weather, mind you. But it has been pretty weird. We did not get the flooding rains we always do around the end of December/ mid-January. We got some heavy rains but none even close to what I have recorded every year since living here. Despite all that, we have made up a good deal of the terrible drought this area was in. I think we are listed as still in a 'slight' drought, but not anything near what it was.<br />
Most things have bloomed out already but a few things, like my forsythia bushes, did not bloom at all. They just went straight to leaf. Very odd. The dogwoods started blooming in March. I think that is a first. It's so nice now that I'm tempted to go ahead and set out some warm weather crops but I'll control myself. We may be in for a frost next week. I have got all the spring crops in though! Very excited about that and even have a good crop of broccoli that I managed to start from seed!! That's also a first. lol!<br />
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I have felt well enough since being on the new meds to do some hardscaping too! I have put this off way, waaaaaayyy too long but have it finished now. Just need more fill dirt. It's the main entrance to the garden in case you can't figure it out. I always assume people know what these photos are of and you can't do that! Anyway, I poured a concrete curb to finish the boundary of the brick paver pad, dug out a bunch of dirt and replaced with gravel and crushed limestone fill. Packed that and then laid the remainder of the pavers. The block coming off at right angles is the beginning of gravel paths that will go around the entire garden perimeter to form a flower/ herb bed on the outside edge. Make sense?<br />
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Nothing is flat around here so I have to step or terrace everything. The pavers are sand-set by the way.<br />
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A real nice, older gentleman down the road has let us have use of his backhoe. I did some welding for him on a couple of occasions and I guess he was pleased so he told me if I wanted any of his old equipment that he didn't use anymore to just ask. I wasn't really sure he was serious but I said, Sure, I'll take that old backhoe if you ever want to get rid of it! He said, Okay! Haha! I was kinda flabbergasted. At first he said he's sell it and then he just said, if you can get it running (it's pretty old) that we could just use it however much we wanted. Just keep it running and not tear it up. Good deal! Allen got it going and drove it over to my place, where it promptly died. But Allen can get most any machine going again and he got it running enough to get up to his place next and then fixed it up a lot. It runs pretty good now and we are taking turns doing a good bit of landscaping. Will sure save me a chunk of money when I go to dig the footings for the next half of the house. No, I don't have the means for building that yet but it must happen at some point.<br />
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I repaired a larger bucket that came with it and we put that on. This was a complete break and separation here but me and Allen worked with it and got it closed up enough I could get a good weld going. For the most part, if I can step across it I can weld it. lol! And you believe that, right? That's a very, very old brag for a welder. And no, I will not give up welding. I do weld now with a respirator and/ or a stiff wind blowing across me and will do so as long as I can hold my hands still enough to run a bead.<br />
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The violets are especially pretty this year and very, very prolific. My herbalist friend came to visit the other day and told me how to make a syrup from them to sooth my lungs and throat. I have a lot of issue now with coughing and hoarseness. This is common with PD and it's very frustrating. Hopefully this syrup will help a little.<br />
Well, like I said, I am feeling better but still not quite up to my old days. I hurt a lot and have a lot of stiffness all along my right side. I joked that my left side is too loose and shakes and my right side is too tight and hurts! I'm slower than I used to be due to this but I'm still chugging along. Mainly I want to do stuff and am excited about things again. I can take some pain in exchange for that. I'll try to get back soon with maybe some progress in the garden and maybe even the kitchen!!MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-77992276807760263562017-03-07T10:31:00.000-06:002017-10-11T15:31:11.364-05:00Shake It Off<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Hey!! I'm actually back here in less than 2 months!! Woo! I'm on a roll now! Actually, I told ya'll I would try to post again soon because I felt I would have an update in the next couple of weeks...and I do. Back in late October I went back to my primary doctor for some new blood work and then in February went back once more after new symptoms and issues became very troublesome. I will go ahead and tell you that I have been diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease.<br />
Now, I am going to explain the issues here and this post may be long but I'm doing this for a specific reason. 1. In case the information may help someone else and ...2. To clarify things for the few folks that read my blog and actually know me in real life. I want it to be very clear that this is NOT something I just pulled out of my ass and one day decided, hey, I'm gonna have Parkinson's. Trust me, I don't want this crap disease. And yes, there is a real reason I'm making this clarification but that's all I'm gonna say about that.<br />
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Ya'll know for about 2 years I strongly felt that I just had arthritis of some sort. I had many symptoms that went along with that; pain, stiffness, etc. Arthritis runs in my family. A couple of the doctors I saw said, yes, it's possible. The hitch was, though, that every time they did an X-ray etc. they would all say the same thing..."there is some small erosion/ degradation in your joints but it just doesn't seem like enough to validate the amount of pain you are describing". I heard this several times. Plus, my blood work just didn't back it up. In fact, when I did go back in October my sed rates were perfectly normal and inflammation markers were as low as they measure. I was like, wth? Well, by February I was having all new issues. I couldn't swallow food well. I didn't necessarily get choked but the food just would not go down often times. No matter how much liquid I tried to wash it down with and all that. A few times it got kinda scary. The pain and stiffness I've had in my hips/ rear end area started moving up into my right shoulder and arm and down into my feet. Within 2 weeks my shoulder had become so stiff I had trouble getting my shirts on and off. The tremor in my left hand also became much more noticeable at times and often moved down into my left foot if I got upset. And I was getting upset a lot. Sometimes about stuff that didn't really seem to warrant that kind of anger when I thought about it later. I have no doubt that many of you all noticed that some of my posts over the last year or so often sounded angry or very frustrated. There are a number of other issues; gastrointestinal, etc. that I just will leave at that....One reason I haven't posted much is because typing had become pretty difficult due to my hands jerking or just feeling like I couldn't control them. I drop stuff constantly. My handwriting also became smaller at times and would run down the page, no matter how much I tried to control it. Something just seemed very wrong. I did look up some stuff and that's when I saw the connection between muscle stiffness/ pain and Parkinson's and the fact it most often presents it's self in your shoulders and moves across into the neck area, along with several other of the new issues I was experiencing (trouble swallowing etc.). Most people think of the tremor as being the main thing but it's not always. This would really explain why no pain or arthritis meds ever helped me. <br />
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There is no definitive blood or imaging test for Parkinson's, unfortunately. Basically, if you have the symptoms and have exhausted all other possibilities, which I had, then they simply give you a dopamine agonist drug and if that helps, you have PD. Most of these drugs are not used to treat much else, so it's pretty conclusive. In reading I discovered that there is a natural dopamine supplement that you can get over the counter and one neurologist in a forum I was studying said a few of his patients used it with good results. So. I ordered some and started taking it. Sure enough, within 7 or 8 days many of my issues had improved significantly. With these results I emailed the neurologist on the forum, told him all this info and asked him..."Do you think <i>that it is a reasonable thing to think this<b> could </b>be Parkinson's?"</i> . He said 'Yes, that if the L-dopa helped, then I "most likely had Parkinson's, unfortunately." I took this info back to my primary doc and also noted to him that I had 2 uncles with Parkinson's (they were brothers) and that I had been a welder for 27 years. He did a little exam and said a visit to a neurologist was warranted, with the strict orders I also tell the new doctor my family history and that I was a welder. I then emailed the great doc I had gone to at UAB, explained to him my findings and that I was trying to get in to see a neurologist in the St. Vincent's system. (My insurance basically told me that they were one of the few systems I could go to. They now considered UAB to be too expensive.) Anyway. This doc emailed me back and said he<i> could agree</i> with that diagnosis and offered to help me get in to see either of 2 colleagues that he really liked. I took him up on that offer and quickly got an appointment with the one closer to me.<br />
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March 2 I went to see this neurologist. I liked him a lot. He was very thorough, we talked for about an hour. He did 2 physical exams and on some of the balance stuff I was all over the place and I have a bit of neuropathy in both feet. He actually called the doctor at UAB during my visit and consulted with him for a while, came back in and we talked some more with a few more exercises for me to do. At approximately 10:00 a.m. on that Thursday morning he gave me an official diagnosis of Parkinson's and prescribed Mirapex for me. This drug is only used to treat PD and restless leg syndrome and as you can see...the label clearly states what he prescribed it to me for. He also told me to continue the L-dopa supplement if I wanted to, since it had helped and what I really liked....he greatly advocates exercise as an effective treatment and also suggested I consider boxing therapy! Apparently they have had very good results with such and it sounds fun. You don't actually box another person but simply use the hanging bag and it also includes jumping rope, running and lots of balance related boxing training.<br />
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So. There you go. It sucks. I will admit I bawled my eyes out after talking to the first 2 doctors and ended up blubbering about not wanting to lose my mind. Since PD is the drastic loss of dopamine to the brain there is a heavy mental aspect to it. By the time I was actually diagnosed I had sort of calmed down and wasn't crying anymore. One thing my new doctor tried to emphasis with me is that Parkinson's progresses very, very slowly for most people and it is not fatal within itself. Both my uncles lived to be in their late 80s.<br />
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So. Yes, I am very glad to finally have an answer despite the fact the answer sucks wind. Yes, I am very glad it's not cancer and it's not going to kill me. However, the idea of having a disease that is slowly destroying my brain and for which there is no cure (unlike some forms of cancer) is not the happiest thought and the ol' "well, at least it's not cancer" response is probably not the best thing to say to someone you know that has just been diagnosed with something like this.<br />
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I have noticed a bit of improvement in many of my symptoms already...eating is not so scary anymore I'll tell ya that! Although I move more slowly and it takes me a while to do stuff, I have felt much more like doing things and have made some nice progress in the garden lately that I'll show ya'll later. Just having some of the apathy and brain fog lifted is worth a LOT. I still have a great deal of pain but am hopeful this will get better now. I will try to post here more often now. For one, I hope to be doing more to actually have something to post about. Secondly, I have an easier time typing now....for the most part. Some days I'm off a little and have more of an issue with the tremors but lots of days are better as far as that goes. So, thanks for reading and I appreciate all your comments as usual.MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-72761695340815763592017-02-23T20:19:00.000-06:002020-07-14T23:29:52.482-05:00Spring (Among The Living)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Hey, folks...! Yes, I am still amongst the living...I did not even realize that I had not made one post this year... I mean, I knew it had been a while but sorta shocked to see that. My header photo is out of date and everything...<br />
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Spring is basically here as you can tell. An odd year for sure but we have been enjoying the warm weather. What more can you do? <br />
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This is going to just be a photo heavy post for now. I'll have more updates and info in a couple of weeks.<br />
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Just wanted to let ya'll know I was still around and had not given up completely on the blog. Close...but not completely.<br />
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A big thank you to those that emailed me over the winter to check on me...I really appreciate hearing from anyone. I'm not able to get out a lot these days and I enjoy hearing from folks.<br />
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Was a tad windy today at times when I took these photos....lol!<br />
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A lot of these are of the new girls that are now just about grown and are getting to enjoy their first days out in the yard with the big girls. We've been letting them have the run of the fenced garden since there is not much of anything planted there now but that will change soon. Very soon.<br />
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The big, or I should say... older girls, have been enjoying going into the garden too and having baths in the raised beds. That will also end soon. Big Bertha and Ms. Bea both passed away during the winter. I think Bertha's old heart just gave out. She was about 9 years old. She spent a happy day out in the yard like normal and then went into the coop for bed. She just laid down in the floor and died. She and BeaBea were really close, and close in age also, and less than 3 weeks later Ms. Bea just quit eating. She looked healthy as could be but she just quit. I tried various meds and food but she wasn't having it. She just wanted to go on and be with Bertha and Scooter again I guess. I put her in a nesting box one night because I didn't think she would last much longer and she had passed away the next morning when I went to let them out. Both of them just seemed to drift off to sleep and not wake up. <br />
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The new girls are a rambunctious bunch though~! Into everything and very smart. Took them less than a hour to find the house and basement, along with all the treats..on the first day we let them out into the yard. And, at only 4 months old, one or two of the Red Stars are already laying! None of those little pullet eggs either....they just popped on out the big, real deals!<br />
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So, anyways....I'll be back after while..<br />
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Hope everyone out there is doing well and enjoying nice weather too.MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-4871682711639734132016-11-23T22:06:00.000-06:002020-07-14T23:31:56.983-05:00Give Thanks<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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All of the girls, myself, and Chigger wish all our American friends a very happy Thanksgiving!! I am very thankful for several things this year.<br />
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I'm thankful for little improvement in some of my health issues. Well.... mainly knowing what they are now and hoping that from that I can improve things.<br />
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I'm thankful for loving companionship. Wherever it comes from.<br />
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I'm thankful that I finally figured out that Gertie here had an ear infection and that I was able to successfully treat it. She had me going for about a month but I finally figured out the problem through a lot of research. We cleaned her ears out, which is as hard as you might imagine, gave her some meds and she is back in the game! Running around biting everyone like she so enjoys. And she's able to sleep on the roost again! No more sleeping in a tub on the floor.<br />
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I'm thankful I've been able to try my hand at a new art and craft. I'll try to show ya'll soon what new stuff I've been working on. I'm having fun with it. Maybe I can make some money with it too.<br />
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I'm thankful for old friends and new ones too.<br />
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I'm thankful for food growing in our garden despite that horridly bad drought we are in. Here's really hoping and praying that drought ends soon. It's seriously getting really bad.<br />
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I'm thankful for the ability to see beauty in everyday things.<br />
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I'm super thankful that I was also able to help my sweetie Peepers. She had developed a really bad pendulous crop and food was not getting through her system. She had started to lose weight and everything. I took a couple of pairs of socks to chop up so I could make a suitable "bra" for Peeps to wear that would hold her crop up and close to her body so that it could empty. For about 10 days we went through a routine of making her drink water with digestive enzymes and massage, because her crop had gotten very hard, since it could not empty correctly. She did not enjoy this to say the least. Even less than she enjoyed wearing her bra. But, one day while massaging I felt a 'goosh' and I think the plug clogging her crop flushed on out and it started emptying. It took another 5-6 days but her crop finally emptied totally and she started pooping real, solid poops!! I know ya'll are thrilled to read about my chicken's bowel movements but I tell you, I was ecstatic! After about 2 weeks or so I took her bra off and she's been okay but I am keeping an eye on her. I think she may be prone to this problem, especially if she loads up to too much scratch feed. So far so good though. Sorry..but Peepers, Pumpkin and Zuzu are my sweet little spoiled babies and I'd be heartbroken if something happened to one of them. It hurts me if I can't help ANY of my girls but some of them are just extra special and friendly.<br />
So, Happy Thanksgiving and Happy Fall and hope everyone has a great weekend!!<br />
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<br />MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22455933.post-77893560603895430332016-10-26T21:00:00.001-05:002020-07-14T23:32:47.922-05:00Pick Up The Pieces<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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So I promised to show ya'll a few photos of some actual work I have done around here. I was never really enthused about the idea of painting this bar wall, so when it hit me to sheath it in pallet wood I jumped on that. Allen had been scrounging pallets for me for months and I had stripped a lot of them down to usable wood where they were just waiting for finishing. So, I finally bit the bullet and sanded, stained, painted, sanded again, and patched for two days to get enough planks to do these 2 walls. I didn't make a lot of effort to hide any patches, dents, or bangs in the wood. I mean, it's obviously pallet wood and obviously reclaimed, so there's the "charm". Ha! Anyway, I thought it came out rather well. The corners are done in 1 1/2" angle iron and these make helluva good corner guards.. The iron is just stuck on for now because I'll have to take it back off and cut to fit when I run the finish floor and baseboard. In person it looks better. The color is a bit washed out in this photo because, due to low light in the warm months in my house, I have a devil of a time getting decent photos. I often have to use a flash and it just doesn't look right.<br />
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This photo is a little better but it's a little washed out too. Anyways....I finished this counter top and back splash and wanted to run a little of the glass tile just to see how that was going to look. I'm very pleased with this but please note; the tile has not been grouted yet, so it will look a little different when finished. This gives me a lot of motivation to keep going. I'm very anxious to get the kitchen finished because I think it's really going to be awesome.<br />
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However, I had to take a break from all that and take advantage of the fact we are in an extended drought. I have needed to fix this basement wall for years after I discovered just how much rain floods down the mountainside during the winter rains. If the rest of the house were built this area would remain dry but.....we all know that has not happened yet so....I have to treat this as if it is forever an exterior wall. Which meant chopping the bottom 2 feet off of the wood framing, forming a 4 inch thick wall and pouring it in concrete. Here you can see the girls inspecting my forms. It came out real well. I even played around and did a faux board formed look on the outside. This 11 foot section is a little less than half of what I need to pour but it's the worst part of the problem. I admit I should have done this to begin with..but I did not realize the amount of water etc. around here. And I was under the supreme delusion that the rest of the house would come along soon enough. Ha!!<br />
Anyways, this form has been dropped, the wall sheathed back, and also insulated and covered on the inside. Snug as a bug! I'm now running multiple shelves on the inside in an effort to better organize the basement and my studio there. I'll rub the exterior of the concrete here, below grade, to produce a smoother finish, then waterproof heavily and backfill. There is still no sign of any rain anywhere in our near future so I shouldn't have any issues finishing this in the dry. <br />
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I also thought I'd take advantage of the drought in other ways! We have ample dried foliage, leaves, flowers, grass and any things else you can think of here, so I gathered up a armful of stuff, a couple handfuls of feathers via some molting chickens and threw together this autumnal wreath. Not too shabby I guess. Certainly was cost effective. haha!MamaHenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17018971960706063902noreply@blogger.com10