Friday, November 22, 2013
Plant Life
Continuing on in the theme of subjects you all have asked me about...I give you Christmas ferns! I believe it was Erin, maybe, that asked me about these prolific native ferns. I have always adored the look and feel of fern glades and so to have land so imbued with them is very enjoyable. If you enlarge the photos you can see a little better just how thickly they grow here. I have about 5 or 6 species of ferns but the Christmas ferns are by far the most populous. Several of these "clumps" grow fairly close to the house also, so I don't have to look far to enjoy them.
I thought this article HERE, on the ferns was well done and interesting. I do often use the fronds for decorations and additions to Christmas wreaths but I'm wondering if they are going to make it that far this year. We are already having lows in the 20's at night so they may go to sleep before Christmas this year. Or not.
I tried to get a real good close-up of the shape of the little leaves but I had let it get too late in the afternoon for taking photos like that. These ferns, of course, like shady areas and it was overcast to boot so the lighting was fading fast. There are so many of these ferns here I have even thought of potting up some to sell at the farmer's market. But, that's a chore for days much farther in the future when I have fewer, more pressing projects and hopefully more energy for such.
If I can ever get the landscaping started behind the house and some flower beds going, these ferns will be featured heavily. I love to go up in the woods and just sit amongst them. They emit a very peaceful and ancient air.
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Pick Up The Pieces
A good while back one of you dear readers had inquired about the "creek glass" I happened to mention in a post. So, I finally got around to getting a decent picture of said subject. I had actually misplaced my collection briefly and had to find them again. I've gotten quite forgetful lately and usually am only reminded of things when I inadvertently stumble upon something. At any rate though, this is some of the creek glass I was telling you about. Now, much of it is not actually glass at all but rather ceramic pieces or natural rocks or formations I find interesting, such as the two objects in the top right area. See, every time it comes a pretty fair rain, enough to get the creek up a bit, new objects always wash down the creek and settle in various places as the water drops. If I go down and wade around in time I can usually find a few things of interest. Of course, it's usually just broken dishes, beer or Coke bottles and various liquor bottles but I have found some cool old pottery shards and a few really cool pieces of unidentifiable glass. They are normally quite worn and smooth from tumbling down the rocky creek bed, just like it's more famous cousin, sea glass.
I don't really know what I'll ever do with the stuff. Some of it may be of a size and shape enough to fit into a mosaic here and there. If I can ever get back to working on those things that is. Or maybe I'll just mix some of it into some stone mulch for a little color. As you can see, green, brown and clear are the most common colors. Blue or white is quite rare, although I have found one piece of each of those.
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
Pipe Dreams
So, nobody was able to guess what the object was in the last post! I kinda figured that might stump ya'll. Many, many years ago (another lifetime almost) I used to work on pipe organs and the object is one of the larger wooden pipes from one of the organs we took care of. (If you enlarge the photo in my last post you can see the stopper in the top and the mouth of the pipe down near the plants) You can see smaller versions in the photo above. For each key on the keyboard there is a corresponding pipe and they descend in size according to the note. Each set of pipes is called a "rank" and they each are tuned and voiced to a certain sound, such as the 8' trumpet, viola, etc. And, the largest pipe of, say, the 8' trumpet, really is 8' tall. Now, some ranks go all the way up to 32' but those pipes are normally not really 32'. They will use electronics or other techniques to get that sound out of a smaller pipe. As I said though, the pipe in my house is about 10' long, which was actually one of the smaller pipes in that rank we took out. If I remember correctly the largest pipe in that rank was about 18'. The pipes go from this size all the way down to teeny, weeny ranks where the pipes are about the size of a pencil. Most of the pipes are lead or zinc or a combination of the two but about 1/3 of an organ will be wood pipes. You occasionally see copper pipes but not often.
The pipe came out of this very church in Birmingham, although the pipes you see there are part of a new organ that was installed last year. The guy I worked for maintained this organ and we had to restore it after a large fire destroyed everything but the sanctuary. Supposedly, the large wooden pipes had cracked after being soaked by the fire hoses and so were replaced. Unfortunately, the rank was replaced electronically, not with real wooden pipes. The pipes are somewhere around 75 years old and of such beautiful wood a number of us saved all we could. I only ended up with one but I guess that's better than none. Of course, it's a challenge to come up with room for them. Anyway, back then the pipe organ was valued at over $1 million: I'm not sure what this new one goes for.
The job didn't pay too well but it was interesting for sure and we had a lot of fun. The guy I worked for was a good friend, and a unique fellow to say the least. Sadly, he passed away a number of years ago at only 49. A bad heart and drug use will do that sometimes. He was a good guy though and I miss Howard. But, as I said, that was a lifetime ago.
And did you know where the old saying, "pulling out all the stops" comes from? Well, from pipe organs of course! Each of those white knobs you see on the sides of the keyboards controls one rank of pipes and is referred to as a "stop". When you pull a knob out it activates power to the air and valves of that rank, allowing it to speak and the organist can thus control the sound and fullness of the music. So, if you pull out all the stops, the whole organ is playing and that is usually an astounding sound!
See, ya'll just learn all kinds of interesting crap on my blog. And, as ol' Howard used to say, you know what's better than roses on your piano?..........tulips on your organ of course!
Another update: all my bloodwork has come back at this point and of course..it is all perfectly normal. According to the numbers, not a damn thing wrong with me.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Simple
I had seen this PVC pipe chicken feeder on the web and I thought he'd give it a try because the girls just seemed to throw so much out of the standard feeders you buy at the store. I had tried a couple different sizes and stuff but they still threw food everywhere. They would often clean it up off the concrete but still, I'd rather they not eat dirty food. So far, these are working great. The parts are pretty cheap, you might even have most of the stuff laying around, and it's easy to put together. HERE is directions if you want to try one and because I am too lazy right now to take ours apart and take pictures etc. etc. It's pretty straight forward.
Here's another view in use. The girls took right to it and you can see there is no mess on the floor. Now, that's not to say they don't occasionally throw a little out but it's nothing like what they used to do. Only problem is only one chicken at a time can eat, so you might want to make more than one but they take turns or just peck the one when they feel they've waited long enough.
This was the other non-conventional thing I wanted to show ya'll. This was all my doing, or thinking and me and Allen did the toting. I have had this object for some time but only now had to make room for it in the house somewhere. After a little head scratching I decided it made the perfect table, bench combo. Three guesses as to what the object originally was. Well, it still is the object but no longer functions in that capacity. It is made of full 1 3/8" totally clear white pine planks, about 12x14 inches wide. I don't know that you can even get wood like this anymore so that is one reason I insisted on saving this. It fits in perfectly and makes a great conversation piece. And yes, don't look at the ugly floors!! One day I will have finish hardwood floors down.
On another note: some people have been asking so I wanted to post a little update on the health stuff. Basically, I'm still waiting on test results. I went in last Monday to have a bunch more blood drawn and the tech said some of those tests that had been ordered for me can take up to a full week to return. I hope I know something soon! I guess whatever makes blood in your body is the one thing working great in me because they've sucked so much out lately I'd be in rough shape otherwise! Once again the trip to Kirklin was pleasant (well, you know what I mean) and those people are SO nice. I mean, even the parking lot attendants. I bet they make all those people take classes on being nice or something and it's all amazingly efficient. I've never waited very long for anything.
I was feeling a little better but then seem to have maybe had a bit of a relapse on the fatigue lately. Everything just tires me out. I had been trying to get back to my pottery but have finally decided just to take it easy. The stress of being so behind for the holiday season seemed to even be making me worse so I just said the heck with it. I wanted to have a studio open house and such but it's just too much at this point. I just try to putter around and do a little each day but nothing too strenuous. I absolutely HATE being like this but sometimes you just gotta let go I guess.
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Wednesday, November 06, 2013
Spicy Moments
Aha!! I bet you all thought I had forgotten about the "word" posts, didn't you??? Yep, yep. But I did not!! I actually remembered. Of course, I have the list sitting in front of me every time I sit down at the computer, but that's beside the point. So, we continue through the list with Ed's contribution of 'salsa'.....
Well, I had to think about this one for a while because I wanted to use the word in the not-so-obvious way, for one, and secondly, because I'm not so good at making salsa, so I didn't really think I could give ya'll a decent recipe or anything. I only halfway succeeded in coming up with a different presentation. Now, my homemade salsa is okay, I mean, I like it. But I know lots of people have like this obsession with making some kinda avant garde, foo-foo, nouveau cuisine salsa, and mine just ain't that. It's kinda plain. But anyway...this year I did find a nice pepper for making salsa! In fact, the variety was listed as "Salsa". I have no idea if that is it's real name, if it's a hybrid or what. I do like to cook with a little bit of pepper though that does have some heat, but not scald your face off hot. Also, because a couple of plants are plenty for us and the fact that pepper seeds just don't stay viable for much more than a year, I usually just buy a couple of starts from a local feed store.
This variety is about the same size as a banana pepper but fairly warm; about like a cayenne. This summer I roasted a few of these on the grill, pulled off the blackened skin and sliced the meat up for my salsa. I thought it added a nice flavor although I was cautious using them and, in hindsight, probably could have used more. I also used some rings from these peppers in some of my pickles. I canned more this summer than I did last but still didn't get to put up as much as I wanted of several things due to just not feeling well towards the end of summer. No pickled okra!! which is just a travesty. God forbid I guess I'll have to buy some.
So anyway, if you happen upon any of these peppers in plant or seed I recommend them. I may even try to save a few seeds and grow some more next year.
Sunday, November 03, 2013
Autumn Changes
I wasn't sure we were going to get much color this year but then we got a good cold snap and all the leaves started changing. In fact, we've had a very colorful fall, which is always nice. I mean, I still always hate to see summer go but at least when autumn is pretty it helps my feelings a little.
The creek has just about been clogged up with all the leaves falling and we, unfortunately, still haven't had much rain to clear things out.
The drive is pretty though.
A moderate hike up behind the house just to see the ferns and rocks.
Some areas of these woods are literally carpeted with the Christmas ferns.
The garden is doing really well this fall but then, I really amended the soil again before planting with lots of chicken poo and compost. All the broccoli, cabbage, brussel sprouts etc. are knee high at least and the broccoli is starting to head up. I'm having a devil of a time with moles and voles this year though. Gonna have to see what I can do to run them off.
This burning bush that gets a lot of sun is really fiery this year! The other one is pretty but a more subdued red.
Another question for you other bloggers: I have noticed recently that Blogger has started condensing my oldest posts by removing my photos. I suppose to save space. Have any of you ever encountered this and what did you do, if anything? I think I could pay Blogger for more storage area but not sure that I want to do that. I know the photos are still out there, because I can call them up from the depths of my account, but I hate for them not to show because so much of my blog is about doing and showing what or how I'm doing something.
Thursday, October 31, 2013
Halloween!
I woke up to the most perfect Halloween morning I believe I've seen in some years. There is a storm front approaching our area, so the skies are overcast and an insistent breeze urges the leaves to take flight in showers of scarlet and gold. Inky black crows occasionally pass overhead as they go about their mysterious duties. Though I've always been happy to have left my childhood years behind, Halloween is the one holiday still able to conjure the spirit of nostalgia for me. Keep in mind, Halloween when I was a child bears almost no resemblance to what occurs today. At least, what I see. We took great delight in making our own costumes or getting our parents to help a little. Though we were right on the cusp of different times, children could still roam freely about their neighborhoods at night with little adult supervision, and it was okay. There was no rampant paranoia, no PC and thank God, no Trunk or Treat crap. You actually associated with your neighbors, although the one creepy house in every neighborhood was staunchly avoided, that night in particular. All the houses kept at least one pumpkin alight on the porch, the universal symbol for available candy, but most of our decorations were simply the drying fields of corn silently watched over by real scarecrows, not the garden variety bought from Wal-Mart. Swirling clouds of leaves against a twilight sky are remarkably hard to differentiate from hordes of bats. At least, in a child's view of that night. Maybe, because of those times, Halloween was the one night a kid could look forward to being freed from the oppression of, well, over-enthusiastic authority, let's say. No matter how creepy a candle lit house was to approach with it's glowering black cats, those terrors could be easily outrun and laughed about later. The fear and anxiety of what sometimes awaited at home though, was a different matter. But for that one night... we were the wild creatures.
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I thought I'd also repost another Halloween edition from way, way back. Most of you probably have not read this one. It's an oldie but a goody, to me anyway.



Sunday, October 27, 2013
Wrack My Brain
I can so relate.
Well, before we even got home Friday the doctor had gotten my MRI and reviewed it and sent me an email to tell me that my brain looks great!! No lesions or tumors and it was nice and full. Of bullshit probably. haha! Those last words are mine by the way, not his. So, that's great and I'm thankful but it does leave me scratching my head still about what's wrong. I'm not sure what to do next, if there is anything to even do or try. You know, nobody wants to have something wrong with them, but as bad as I feel at times it's kinda hard to believe there's not something outta whack somewhere.
So, I just wanted to leave a quick post to let ya'll know what the results were. I'm especially glad my noggin is healthy because I never want to go through one of those test again. I had the MRI of my neck you know, and it was no problem, but something about this one was very different. It was all I could do to lay still and not freak out. I was happy to build the structures for those machines way back but that's as close as I ever want to get to one again.
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Someone Out There
So...I owe ya'll the story of just how I got in to see a decent doctor....Now, if you've been reading this blog for a bit, you know I've written of some fairly, umm, serendipitous events in my life and I know that some of them might have seemed a bit far fetched. However, I assure you that they are all true, as with this story. I honestly don't think I could make this stuff up if I tried.
A few days after I had announced that I would be suspending my blog, I sat here in this chair one morning with a Birmingham phone book in my lap. My tunnel vision had opened up enough that I could see that my kidneys probably were not the issue after all. And I know that laypersons should never try to diagnose themselves, but I had to try something. I mean, the doctors I had seen weren't battin' any higher. Might as well do a little research and in the course of that I thought maybe I should try a neurologist. What the hell? It seemed the only thing left. I know many of you have had your own wranglings with our wonderful health system and know you don't just waltz in to see a specialist though. A few phone calls that morning proved that once again. I sat at the kitchen table on the verge of tears trying to think of which doctor to beg for a referral and hoping I could get in before November. I decided to take a shower, because that always makes you feel better, and on my way past my desk I saw I had received a new e-mail. Half-heartedly I sat down. It looked like spam because it started with "Edifice Rex..." Spam usually does. I opened it anyway and read the short email. . This is part of what it said:
" I am the head of Neuro-oncology at UAB and a neurologist. Don't worry, I don't think you have a brain tumor but I would be happy to see you or review your records to help get direction on solving your health problems." I guess you never can tell who might be reading your blog. He suggested I Google him to check his background, which I did, but are you kidding me? I would have been tickled to get in to a doctor at Brookwood or somewhere but the head of the department at UAB!!... Yeah, I'll take that. After I was able to pick my jaw up off the floor, I replied with the requested info and within the hour a very nice assistant called me to verify an appointment 2 days later at the Kirklin Clinic no less. Now, for those of you who don't live in Alabama, being asked to come down to Kirklin is, in the medical world, like being asked to come to Carnegie Hall. It was a totally different experience to me. I was treated like a person and the doctor listened to me! For a long time! I know it doesn't take much but my mind was boggled. I have hope again.
So now. Another round of blood work done, 15 minutes or so of funny exercises to see if I could touch my nose, touch my toes and Friday morning I go let them shoot dye into my veins and take pictures of my brain. So... we'll see. Will these new tests reveal anything? . Either way, I know that every once in a while we encounter an individual that teaches us not to despair. There are good people everywhere.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Color My World
I'm not sure we are going to get much foliage color this year so I thought I'd concentrate on the other beings that lend their color to the autumn season. I love mums. I think probably because they are so tidy and they last a long time.
I think they prefer pumpkin sushi to baked pumpkin. I thought maybe it would be easier for them to eat and enjoy a mushier gourd because raw pumpkin can be kinda tough. They didn't seem particularly impressed. The raw, squishy guts however, initiated a lot of squawking and feather pulling to see who could get to the goodies first. I was proud to see the Americaunas are getting over some of their shyness around the older hens though. At least when there are yummies to be had.
And they finally started laying their pretty aqua eggs! They are not yet quite up to size but it shouldn't be much longer. We'll take what we can get right now, as all the other hens are on molting strike. Hopefully they will get over that soon. We don't have enough eggs to sell right now!
It's been beautiful weather lately but we could use a little rain. Funny, we had so much back in the summer and now just nothing. I started to say the chickens are enjoying it but the past couple of weeks they stay holed up under the deck half the day. Seems a large deer died over on the other side of the big creek and the buzzards have been frequenting the area more than usual and at a much lower altitude than the chickens are used to. Poor things, they can't easily distinguish between a buzzard or a hawk. They only know a large shadow from above can mean death, so the buzzard's careless meanderings over the yard sends them scurrying for any cover they can find, usually the deck. Apparently the hens do realize that I offer some protection for them, however abstractly, so I try to sit out in the yard each day for a spell and that usually brings them out to graze and scratch.
Hey, a question for other bloggers: What is the easiest way to repost old posts? I know many people come here (or did anyway) to read about home construction and building and due to being sick I just have not had anything new on that in a very long time. Thought I might dredge up some old projects that might be of interest.
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Good Friday
Hello Everybody!! (you have to read that with Grover's voice by the way. You know, from Sesame Street). Just a note from me to express my deepest appreciation for all of the sweet comments you left for me on the last post. I'm sorry I did not answer each one like I normally do but it's not because I'm not grateful for them. It's just that typing has been rather difficult for me lately and can be pretty frustrating. I have to really concentrate and then I still make so many mistakes it takes me a while to correct them. I can't quite tell if it is the brain fog not letting me think well or that my hand coordination is that off. I do have some good news, although I can't elaborate on it much right now. I can say that I did get in to see a doctor this past Friday, a specialist, and you are going to get a real hoot out of it when I tell you the story. I am waiting for permission though, to know just how much I can tell you. Many institutions have policies against blogging or social media stuff so I don't want to get anybody in trouble even though I have nothing but good stuff to say.
So. I do also know that even though I think the nsaids did affect my kidneys, they are not the problem. I was just stuck in neutral on that one as I can often do. I have had more blood work and am awaiting my appointment for an MRI of my brain. Or at least, an MRI of the hole where a brain should be. I am feeling a fair amount better physically. The shadow of exhaustion is slowly drawing back up into the cavern from which it came. The malaise. That's the word the doctor used and you know they love those descriptive terms. It is a good one however.
Through all this lately my friend and neighbor Fred has had heart surgery for the second time, so I have taken time to go see him. I was at the hospital some of the time anyway so it was no big deal to go up 3 floors. Allen and I kinda look after Fred (he's 86) but Allen has done the greatest part of the work on this episode. I feel bad about that. They have released Fred to stay in a nursing home for awhile, so I was able to redeem myself today by going to purchase new bedclothes and such for him and getting him set up with all that. Allen will hardly buy new clothes for himself and God only knows what he would have picked out for Fred so it was probably for the best. Men shopping for other men often resemble deer frozen in the proverbial headlights.
So, thank you all again for all the well wishes and prayers. Erin, your comment made me laugh out loud. I love all of you too, in a non-touchy, non-creepy way. Especially Pablo, who's a sweetheart. Rita, I don't have any bowls made at the moment but hope to be throwing again soon, maybe tomorrow, and I will throw some. Tell me what color you might want. Oh, and thank you Bea for the card! It was sweet and beautiful photo on it. I will try to be back soon with another post and some photos at least.
So. I do also know that even though I think the nsaids did affect my kidneys, they are not the problem. I was just stuck in neutral on that one as I can often do. I have had more blood work and am awaiting my appointment for an MRI of my brain. Or at least, an MRI of the hole where a brain should be. I am feeling a fair amount better physically. The shadow of exhaustion is slowly drawing back up into the cavern from which it came. The malaise. That's the word the doctor used and you know they love those descriptive terms. It is a good one however.
Through all this lately my friend and neighbor Fred has had heart surgery for the second time, so I have taken time to go see him. I was at the hospital some of the time anyway so it was no big deal to go up 3 floors. Allen and I kinda look after Fred (he's 86) but Allen has done the greatest part of the work on this episode. I feel bad about that. They have released Fred to stay in a nursing home for awhile, so I was able to redeem myself today by going to purchase new bedclothes and such for him and getting him set up with all that. Allen will hardly buy new clothes for himself and God only knows what he would have picked out for Fred so it was probably for the best. Men shopping for other men often resemble deer frozen in the proverbial headlights.
So, thank you all again for all the well wishes and prayers. Erin, your comment made me laugh out loud. I love all of you too, in a non-touchy, non-creepy way. Especially Pablo, who's a sweetheart. Rita, I don't have any bowls made at the moment but hope to be throwing again soon, maybe tomorrow, and I will throw some. Tell me what color you might want. Oh, and thank you Bea for the card! It was sweet and beautiful photo on it. I will try to be back soon with another post and some photos at least.
Wednesday, October 09, 2013
Give Out
The continuing saga of Edifice Rex will now pause for intermission of an undetermined length. For the very few of you that are still reading I apologize but I am at the end of my rope. My health and energy has continued to weaken to the point I stay in bed a fair amount or just lay on the couch. Yes, I tried a number of doctors but they are simply of no help. They do a little bloodwork and then say you're fine. The soonest referrals to a specialists are mid November. I went through this same episode years back after an especially bad case of food poisoning and the docs were of no help then either. Exact same symptoms but they just don't listen to me. I don't know. I don't want to keep yammering about how bad I feel, I've lost enough people so far over health issues, so I am just going to opt out for a while. I'm having trouble thinking straight enough to write much and nothing going on to write about anyway. The last episode took me about 2 months or so to get over so it may be the same this time, don't know. I apologize to my few, new readers but there's 6 years worth of old stuff that may be of some interest.
I'll be back at some point I imagine. Ya'll take care.
I'll be back at some point I imagine. Ya'll take care.
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Fresh Aire
I think it would be nice sometimes if you could just click a button and refresh our lives in a matter of seconds like you can your computer. Instant download of new changes and upgrades, or downgrades as it may be. Well, maybe things are fine the way they are....Sometimes whole new seasons must roll around before we begin to feel progress or contentment. The past 2 weeks have brought a distinctly refreshing feel to the days and nights as the cooler air of fall rolls in, nudging out the stagnant, humid air of summer. That bright, clear quality of light only fall sees has arrived also and I couldn't resist trying once again to capture it in a photo even though my view of the horizon is rather limited here.
The flowers of fall are jarringly bright and fresh also. A welcome addition to the gardens as late summer had just about blanched everything else out. Yellow is the predominant theme but there are some oranges and burgundys thrown in.
The garden has also seen a refreshing as the old, ragged crops of summer have been torn out and replaced with the vivid green of new fall crops. A few peppers and tomatoes remain and the fig trees eke out a few ripe fruits as the days pass but these things are winding slowly down.
The cool days have refreshed Chigger's willingness to play. Frisbee is still one of her favorites. She's pretty good at catching it if I can throw it right. I got her to sit by the ferns so that she could serve as a sense of scale. I don't know that these ferns are native but some of the native ones get as large as this one.
She does find the creek quite refreshing also, as do I. That cold water will wake you up in a minute! Every walk must include a wade through the waters for her to get a drink. Sometimes I wade too, looking for "creek glass" or other treasures that get washed down by most of the large rains.
Our main flock has been refreshed by the addition of the young Easter Eggers into their midst. They have not begun laying yet but it shouldn't be too far in the future. I wanted them to get used to the main henhouse and nesting boxes well before they were expected to deposit their colorful eggs there. So far they are fitting in well. Not too many pecking fights. As usual, the older New Hampshires hens are the first to warm up to the new girls and welcome them in their afternoon dust baths.
And in their normal autumn ritual, most of girls have decided to molt all at the same time. This poor little brown leghorn being about the most pitiful looking of the bunch. I can't help but think she looks like she had it out with a lawn mower and the mower won. If you look closely you will also notice she's wearing a "boot". She got a terrible case of bumblefoot, which required some surgery, and this is the only way to halfway keep their feet bandaged and clean while it heals. I have to change it every few days. Hopefully though, she will be refreshed in foot and feather before winter and back to giving us a few white eggs. These 2 are not my favorite hens but in her condition it's very hard not to feel sorry for her, especially when she comes up begging for a few crumbs of treats in her nervous, fidgety way.
A little update on the health issues: After taking the new NSAIDS for my foot I became quite sick after a few days and went to a clinic for bloodwork on Friday. I explained my situation and the Doc was agreeable and sympathetic, so I go in first thing in the morning for a kidney ultrasound and should get the results of my bloodwork too. I dug out some tests results I had from my yearly exam back in July and those counts showed the possibly of early kidney damage (I checked this several times with multiple sources btw). I had not really looked at them before, trusting my doctor to alert me to anything and no, he never said a word about it. That pisses me a tad, especially considering he continued to advise me to take the NSAIDs. I'm feeling better tonight but still not great. I assure you I will press this matter until I find out everything I need to know. At any rate, no NSAIDs ever again and very little salt, etc. and hopefully all internal will be refreshed soon and chugging right along.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Wait For Me
We interrupt the regularly scheduled "word" posts to bring you this update on the current state of operations and shipping. In other words, ya'll give me a bit more time to get those seeds out and such. I got everybody's request for seeds and am currently working on pottery, so hopefully it won't be much longer before I'll either be contacting you with shipping costs or mailing your seeds.
On top of everything else around here it seems I have fractured my right foot and so I have had to take yet more time for yet another doctor visit and all that. My foot had really been throbbing for about a month or so and I finally broke down and made an appointment with a new podiatrist. I couldn't recall a specific incident that might have cracked my foot, but after talking about it, he surmised I must have done it as I've been repeatedly squatting down so much over the past month or so because I have been unable to bend over at the waist due to my back. Apparently the "catcher's position" is very hard on your feet. For now I get very stiff shoes, some new meds and 2 weeks to get better. If not, I get a bone scan and a cast. This is all just a classic example of what a sick sense of humor Life has sometimes because it means I have to stay off my feet as much as I can. But...due to KF I have a deformed tailbone and it is a literal pain in the ass to sit on it for long. So, I have taken to laying on the floor like a slug. It's my only defense.
The foot doc was a cool guy and we talked at length about things and after asking about my back etc. he was very curious about Klippel-Feil, so I told him a bit about it. He was quite sharp and immediately inquired on whether or not I have both kidneys. (no other doc has caught that connection) He insisted I find out for sure because if I only have one, as about 65% of KFS people do, I really, really don't need to be taking all the anti-inflammatorys that docs seem to love to prescribe now. Seems one kidney can't handle the load of those drugs. So. I spent half the day today trying to find a doctor or the one who diagnosed me, to give me a referral or something for those tests. When it rains it pours you know. But, while I am prone to moments of gloom, I'm generally the type that just gets meaner and meaner the more I get slapped down.
So, ya'll bear with me on all accounts. I'm limping along but I'm still moving.
On top of everything else around here it seems I have fractured my right foot and so I have had to take yet more time for yet another doctor visit and all that. My foot had really been throbbing for about a month or so and I finally broke down and made an appointment with a new podiatrist. I couldn't recall a specific incident that might have cracked my foot, but after talking about it, he surmised I must have done it as I've been repeatedly squatting down so much over the past month or so because I have been unable to bend over at the waist due to my back. Apparently the "catcher's position" is very hard on your feet. For now I get very stiff shoes, some new meds and 2 weeks to get better. If not, I get a bone scan and a cast. This is all just a classic example of what a sick sense of humor Life has sometimes because it means I have to stay off my feet as much as I can. But...due to KF I have a deformed tailbone and it is a literal pain in the ass to sit on it for long. So, I have taken to laying on the floor like a slug. It's my only defense.
The foot doc was a cool guy and we talked at length about things and after asking about my back etc. he was very curious about Klippel-Feil, so I told him a bit about it. He was quite sharp and immediately inquired on whether or not I have both kidneys. (no other doc has caught that connection) He insisted I find out for sure because if I only have one, as about 65% of KFS people do, I really, really don't need to be taking all the anti-inflammatorys that docs seem to love to prescribe now. Seems one kidney can't handle the load of those drugs. So. I spent half the day today trying to find a doctor or the one who diagnosed me, to give me a referral or something for those tests. When it rains it pours you know. But, while I am prone to moments of gloom, I'm generally the type that just gets meaner and meaner the more I get slapped down.
So, ya'll bear with me on all accounts. I'm limping along but I'm still moving.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Comparitively Speaking
Comparison. Countless ways that word can be interpreted or used to prove a point. Undoubtedly, the way I choose to use the words ya'll gave me will not line up with what you had in mind, or maybe it will. Either way, it's my turn now!
I think whenever you are feeling bummed or discouraged it usually helps a great deal to compare your "now" to your "then". Of course, this doesn't always work; sometimes "now" sucks. However, in my case, to see how things used to be is quite helpful at times. I've come a long way, baby. But I also have a long way to go. In the following photos I tried to arrange the before and afters right after each other. The first pair may be hard to discern but I believe you can easily detect the following pairs.
This first photo is truly the way this land once was. Almost impossible to navigate without a machete. I believe it was actually taken on what is now the left hand side of the drive and the second photo is taken on the right side, but other than that they are basically the same location.
I'm sure, unless you've read the absolute beginning of my blog, you are not familiar with this photo. The land could not even be accessed by truck or 4-wheeler due to creeks, beaver dams and undergrowth. You could walk onto it though. The first time we went completely across it we used a compass to make sure we didn't end up down the road somewhere.
A fairly nice yard now. Or the chickens seem to like it anyway. Ya'll know I have always advocated and preached for people to do so many things themselves and building a house is one thing I don't believe is out of reach for many people. However.... I fully understand why so many folks don't want to. It is Freaking. Hard. Fortunately I had a naive brain when I started this adventure and didn't realize just how hard it would be.
Of course, it's a lot like that old analogy of eating an elephant. It's just one bite at a time and then it doesn't seem so bad. Certainly there are things about the house I would do differently now but I think absolutely everybody says that. I really enjoying pouring the concrete here and hope to get to do some more of that before the year is out, maybe.
I also can't help but long to build the rest of the house on this side. I know everybody thinks the house looks so odd now, and it does in a lot of ways, but when it's all there it will be quite cool.
I do have definite plans to extend the roof on this end before too long so that it covers most of the deck. Since the rest of the house is taking far longer than I hoped I need to do this to protect the front door and create easier access. With the roof extension will come a small deck extension with stairs down to the front of the house.
One thing that always amazes me about these old photos, which really aren't all that old, are how small the trees are. And yes, I should have cut a number of them down when they were that small.
So now there is a sweet little house that sits here and I am still plugging along towards it's completion. Comparatively speaking, I'm doing quite well. There are not many folks who can afford to take some time off their jobs for illness or injury as I have had to do. Not many folks that can afford to work at home. My life does not compare to most anyone I know, but I like it and it works for me.
I think whenever you are feeling bummed or discouraged it usually helps a great deal to compare your "now" to your "then". Of course, this doesn't always work; sometimes "now" sucks. However, in my case, to see how things used to be is quite helpful at times. I've come a long way, baby. But I also have a long way to go. In the following photos I tried to arrange the before and afters right after each other. The first pair may be hard to discern but I believe you can easily detect the following pairs.
This first photo is truly the way this land once was. Almost impossible to navigate without a machete. I believe it was actually taken on what is now the left hand side of the drive and the second photo is taken on the right side, but other than that they are basically the same location.
I'm sure, unless you've read the absolute beginning of my blog, you are not familiar with this photo. The land could not even be accessed by truck or 4-wheeler due to creeks, beaver dams and undergrowth. You could walk onto it though. The first time we went completely across it we used a compass to make sure we didn't end up down the road somewhere.
A fairly nice yard now. Or the chickens seem to like it anyway. Ya'll know I have always advocated and preached for people to do so many things themselves and building a house is one thing I don't believe is out of reach for many people. However.... I fully understand why so many folks don't want to. It is Freaking. Hard. Fortunately I had a naive brain when I started this adventure and didn't realize just how hard it would be.
Of course, it's a lot like that old analogy of eating an elephant. It's just one bite at a time and then it doesn't seem so bad. Certainly there are things about the house I would do differently now but I think absolutely everybody says that. I really enjoying pouring the concrete here and hope to get to do some more of that before the year is out, maybe.
I also can't help but long to build the rest of the house on this side. I know everybody thinks the house looks so odd now, and it does in a lot of ways, but when it's all there it will be quite cool.
I do have definite plans to extend the roof on this end before too long so that it covers most of the deck. Since the rest of the house is taking far longer than I hoped I need to do this to protect the front door and create easier access. With the roof extension will come a small deck extension with stairs down to the front of the house.
One thing that always amazes me about these old photos, which really aren't all that old, are how small the trees are. And yes, I should have cut a number of them down when they were that small.
So now there is a sweet little house that sits here and I am still plugging along towards it's completion. Comparatively speaking, I'm doing quite well. There are not many folks who can afford to take some time off their jobs for illness or injury as I have had to do. Not many folks that can afford to work at home. My life does not compare to most anyone I know, but I like it and it works for me.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Honesty Is No Excuse
I suspect I have been a putz on this blog for some time now. Heck, a putz in real life too, I imagine. Crabby, griping, bitchy, whining. Hey, that's why I put that "pissing and moaning" category over there. Here's Chigger and some funny chicken pictures to make up for it.......... Not enough, eh?....Well, I'll try to do better for the rest of the year.
Seriously, I have not meant to be a crabby stick in the mud. Or a muddy crab on a stick. Either way. This year just did not start out well. It sucked and blew chunks both ways basically and it has remained........well......challenging, shall we say. I hurt every day, all day and like a lot of people it starts to wear on you a little. I do not mean to take it out on my loyal readers and I know I could have it a hell of a lot worse.
I just wanted to say that despite everything I am still thinking up and working on new or existing projects. I am not being sucked down the black hole of despair. I work in the garden every day just about. I am back to doing at least a little clay every day. This weekend I have enjoyed every minute of the wonderful weather we have had, staying outside until I just had to come in. I added a few more feet to my rock flower bed. I got almost all the winter crops planted. I take care of my sweet chooks every day and take time to pet those that want to sit in my lap. Chigger and I have gone for many walks. She often has to wait up on me but she's patient that way. I'm still here, I'm still me, the giant pain in the ass you all have known for years.
Y'all gave me such wonderful words and I will get to them all! Please feel free to continue to leave them too, if you have not already. I may sprinkle some other posts in between (or not) but will take them all in order. Thanks for playing along.
Friday, September 13, 2013
Word Play
Well, it seems I have descended, yet again, into the pit of writer's block. Hhhm, maybe that's not quite accurate. I can think of subjects to write about, I suppose. I just can't muster the enthusiasm to write anything about those subjects. Well, okay, so maybe that is writer's block also. I know after 6+ years of publishing a blog that's hardly anything unusual but it's a bit interesting to me because I have felt slightly more enthusiastic about several other endeavors lately. Maybe those things are drawing my attention way from here. I guess it's just a combination of things going on with and around me. I still go to the Doc twice a week for treatment and I often feel like poo afterwards, sometimes the next day also if he does new stuff. I'm hoping that side effect becomes less and less noticeable. Many world or U.S. events have had me quite bummed out lately. Seems there is so much bad going on; it's hard not to get discouraged at times. Seems to be less and less interest in the self-sufficiency/ DIY ideals these days. I think a lot of people read such subjects just out of curiosity, not real interest in doing. Maybe I'm wrong? What do you think?
My physical diagnosis seems to have added yet another layer of why I'm weird, etc etc. 'Ah yes, you're that odd, opinionated woman that advocates for other women to do stupid things (like weld), grow food, not spend their life shopping and now you claim to have a condition that can't be seen and no one's ever heard of...M'kaaay, right. We'll get back to you on that'. Not.
And yesyesyesyes I know the mantra..Don't pay attention to other folks. They're the ones who are crazy. Live your own life. And I do..but sometimes it's lonely.
So, any words for the not-so-wise? I thought we might play a game also since I think most of ya'll like my blog and enjoy coming here. You give me one word and I write a post from it. And not something like "chicken" or "garden" either!! Something a tad more removed or abstract from my normal subjects. Your call will be answered in the order in which it is received so please remain patient. Exclusions may vary.
My physical diagnosis seems to have added yet another layer of why I'm weird, etc etc. 'Ah yes, you're that odd, opinionated woman that advocates for other women to do stupid things (like weld), grow food, not spend their life shopping and now you claim to have a condition that can't be seen and no one's ever heard of...M'kaaay, right. We'll get back to you on that'. Not.
And yesyesyesyes I know the mantra..Don't pay attention to other folks. They're the ones who are crazy. Live your own life. And I do..but sometimes it's lonely.
So, any words for the not-so-wise? I thought we might play a game also since I think most of ya'll like my blog and enjoy coming here. You give me one word and I write a post from it. And not something like "chicken" or "garden" either!! Something a tad more removed or abstract from my normal subjects. Your call will be answered in the order in which it is received so please remain patient. Exclusions may vary.
Monday, September 09, 2013
Lately
New bird in town.
Old birds enjoying a cool watermelon slushy on a hot day.
Winding down.
Winding up!
Cardinal flower....?
Early morning walk.
Native fern #3
I hope you all are doing well out there. Sorry for the lack of posts lately. Just not a lot going on around here. I did complete a successful firing and was able to take a small load of pottery into Birmingham the other day. The stores are starting to call and express concern about dwindling stock though, so I've got to try to kick it up a little. I've been trying to get the garden cleaned up and ready for fall too. Got my seedlings ready to go in. Chickens, Chigger and Callie are all doing fine. All spoiled as ever.
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